Love vs Fear? Waking Up in 5D

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Im going through this inner dilemma. 

Its like living two worlds at the same time. (Heaven and Hell) 

Choosing  to remember love over fear right now at this "moment" on the planet densities, means salvation? 

I want to wake up in love but im scared af at the same time lol. It means destroying my whole reality for divine truth. 

Any one else in 5D? Is it a reality beyond physical? 

I experience love awakening when I wake up from sleep in the morning and it felt too good to be true, yet at the same time I was still in the physical illusion. Then came back (meaning I have not fully decided to dissolve in love) cuz I had no idea what to do here or how to function lol. 

Full surrender? 

After watching so much of Leo precautions, my psyche is even cautious of waking up in 5D randomly. 

It has already happened 2 times. How do I know? I cant believe I really started to glow a light aura around me and feel a bliss/love/light metaphysical body. 

Any guidance would be appreciated.

I dont know much about dimensions. Any idea as to how many dimensions can one be in simultanously? Infinite? Its too good to be true xD. 

 

Edited September 13, 2022 by Kalki Avatar

[Kalki Avatar]

Just randomly looked at the time and its 333 am. Angels answering. My ego wants to shit itself.