Razard86

Call me the Debbie Downer

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A lot of you in the forums think you want problems to disappear, you think you want pain to disappear, you don't. You are addicted to it like a crack fiend. But if you claim you do....I challenge you to watch these two videos that Leo made in the past and REALLY look around at current events. If you do long enough....you will realize that all problems are imaginary. Everything is always working towards the greatest good, at all times. This has always been the case and it always will be. Once you realize this though...you have no more drama, what is there to worry about? You see? I will have taken your drama away!! You don't want that, you want to worry, and fear, you want excitement, anticipation!!! You don't want to know everything is always okay, THATS BORING!!! LOL.

Here are the videos.

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These two videos... explain what is happening every given moment both in your personal life, and the lives of the entire universe. Think of Video Game that updates in real time in every moment with the proper interconnection of activity with every given moment. You choose to go to the grocery store, update, you make a wrong turn, update, it is always updating and interconnecting towards the greatest good at every single moment. There are no mistakes, there is only ever absolute perfection at all times, while allowing freedom of choice to live as you see fit. 

These two videos merge perfectly and literally explain all of human history and whatever history you want to apply it too...like evolution, disease, etc. Its happening all the way to smallest level, to the largest grandest level (think planets and solar systems, galaxies etc.) So yeah....keep it simple at first and use it for current events. 

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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3 minutes ago, Razard86 said:

You see? I will have taken your drama away!! You don't want that, you want to worry, and fear, you want excitement, anticipation!!! You don't want to know everything is always okay, THATS BORING!!! LOL.

This is key.  I'm addicted to drama.

I've been frequently practising taking conscious breaths/ focusing on the breath and essentially dropping the drama recently.  

Inferior ego sticks to me like glue but I'm getting better.  

 

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7 minutes ago, Proserpina said:

This is key.  I'm addicted to drama.

I've been frequently practising taking conscious breaths/ focusing on the breath and essentially dropping the drama recently.  

Inferior ego sticks to me like glue but I'm getting better.  

 

The ego isn't inferior... its love. The ego operates off love, its the biggest loving piece of evidence in your entire life...its just dysfunctional. All the ego wants is love....you feed it love....it dissolves. 

All of our egos....is what we created as children. So its the creation of your childhood. Anytime you didn't get the love you thought you needed as a child, you constructed a shield. Later on you developed a sword. 

So you have you armor, your shield, and your sword and you are ready to BATTLE others to survive. Once you realize others are YOU IN DISGUISE...you drop the armor, you drop the shield, you drop the sword. You realize...you were fighting your reflection the entire time.

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You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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3 minutes ago, Proserpina said:

@Razard86 Fascinating.   Thank you.  

Just me talking to my beautiful self. Its so fun out here when you realize you are not alone. 

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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38 minutes ago, Razard86 said:

You are addicted to it like a crack fiend

Maybe you should take a look at your addiction to this forum before telling everyone else what they’re addicted to ?

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25 minutes ago, Dazgwny said:

Maybe you should take a look at your addiction to this forum before telling everyone else what they’re addicted to ?

You only see your reflection.....so if that's what you see, then what does that say about you? I'm you...so what are you trying to tell yourself?

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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Thats a tough pill to swallow realizing that you actually dont want things you say you do, otherwise you wont be having same problem over and over, you would be in that thing solving it from the inside...

There is nothing safe with playing it safe.

 

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44 minutes ago, Razard86 said:

I'm you...so what are you trying to tell yourself?

That the Razard86 version of me is addicted to this forum ?. Just some lighthearted humour my friend haha

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6 hours ago, Razard86 said:

Just me talking to my beautiful self. Its so fun out here when you realize you are not alone. 

If it's just you talking to yourself wouldn't it be you realizing that you are all alone? That's how the solipsism story goes, right? Tough to keep your story straight, huh.

The ego is addicted to stories, it's addicted to identity and it does not matter if it's positive or negative, pain or pleasure, true or false just as long as you believe it.

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6 hours ago, NoSelfSelf said:

Thats a tough pill to swallow realizing that you actually dont want things you say you do, otherwise you wont be having same problem over and over, you would be in that thing solving it from the inside...

Yeah but denial is not an easy thing for most to work through. We all have our self-delusions etc. Its a process. Acceptance is something we all are working on. But you are definitely write, its a tough pill to swallow and we got to take our medicine lol. May I have some water with that?

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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6 hours ago, Dazgwny said:

That the Razard86 version of me is addicted to this forum ?. Just some lighthearted humour my friend haha

I know, I wouldn't say addicted, it is all in how you look at it. It hasn't railroaded my relationships, or my job (I work from home) but hey its cool I always use input I know its all love. 

 

1 hour ago, SOUL said:

If it's just you talking to yourself wouldn't it be you realizing that you are all alone? That's how the solipsism story goes, right? Tough to keep your story straight, huh.

The ego is addicted to stories, it's addicted to identity and it does not matter if it's positive or negative, pain or pleasure, true or false just as long as you believe it.

There goes that fear again. As long as you fear your ego...you will always be in ego. You can't separate yourself from the ego, by seeing it as separate. You basically have to love it to death. Anyway I am all alone, but I am also not alone...its a paradox. 

At the absolute level there is only one self, but the illusion is so total without maintaining high states of consciousness I won't be able to dissolve the boundary between you and me. So sure am I alone, yep. But it doesn't matter because my experience will be that of us being different. I am getting small quirks every now and then of the boundary dissolving but I am not at a state where does quirks just flat out remove the veil. 

But doesn't matter its great to know that I always interacting with myself. What greater joy is there?

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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@Razard86 It was a little joke which could have been simply laughed at but instead the addiction to drama and story telling is so hard to resist there needs to be another fix.

It's just so silly.

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1 minute ago, SOUL said:

@Razard86 It was a little joke which could have been simply laughed at but instead the addiction to drama and story telling is so hard to resist there needs to be another fix.

It's just so silly.

Its fun, its why we are all here after all. We are just God's great grand drama. A great grand play...so we play. 

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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10 minutes ago, Razard86 said:

Its fun, its why we are all here after all. We are just God's great grand drama. A great grand play...so we play. 

So you play the part of the accuser? Interesting...hm

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1 minute ago, SOUL said:

So you play the part of the accuser? Interesting...hm

Interesting accusation...

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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1 hour ago, Razard86 said:

Interesting accusation...

It's a question....again it seems you like to play the role, do you?

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1 minute ago, SOUL said:

It's a question....again it seems you like to play the part, do you?

Or do you? Its like asking for someone's name without giving your own. Ask it of your self first....

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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Just now, Razard86 said:

Or do you? Its like asking for someone's name without giving your own. Ask it of your self first....

Ask myself my own name? Um....ok

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4 minutes ago, SOUL said:

It's a question....again it seems you like to play the role, do you?

I love you to death and your humor is immaculate.  But you have not awoken yet and he has.  This isn't to humiliate you its just the truth.   And I'm not advocating awakening- because when you do you will probably wanna go back to the dream.  

 

Wisdom.  Truth.  Love.

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