Porn, masturbation and pickup journal

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Self-reflecting about porn, and why I started watching it so young. I found porn when I was 10, and got curious about it from that moment onwards. For a long time I've used it as a coping mechanism to provide a false sense of desirability and self-love. I know I need to commit to nofap, and I often make the excuse that it's hard. I think that along with cleaning up my diet and committing to not drinking anymore, I will be a new man.

 

[Polymorph]

This is my first journal. And this is my first thread on the forum. Not sure if I can keep up with this. Giving it a go.