magic truffle trip report, little taste of god

[Jannes]

So I took 6g of dried Atlantis magic truffles this afternoon. The trip didn’t start so well because I didn’t feel so good emotionally and it took me about an hour of letting go and feeling through negative sensations etc. until I became receptive for spiritual work. Then I listened to Leos video "Guided exercise for realizing you are God“. In the part where Leos said "Imagine this is the hand of God“ it clicked. I got it for a few seconds, then lost it and took a few minutes to process what I just realized. Then pushed myself to god again, stayed there for a few more seconds and then wrapped my mind around what just happened again. I looked at the windows that were now god and was amazed by their perfection. In gods mind there is no fear, no suffering, no worrying, everything is so clear, direct experience is absolutely true. I know this was only a glimpse. I was also a bit surprised by how little my ego fought against this at that moment. Actually there was no fight whatsoever it just clicked. Only after that my ego started fighting against that realization. Although it was certainly a mindfuck I feel like I can go much deeper which shows that this was probably just the tip of the tip of the iceberg of what god realization is but I am still super happy that I finally got a bit of direct taste of it.