Expression of Sincerity

[Sincerity]

I love this song lol.

[Sincerity]

We'll meet again
Don't know where, don't know when
Oh I know we'll meet again some sunny day...

Bill Cipher strongly reminds me of the devil in me which is running rampant through my life. Every time it arises again, things get even worse than the time before. I literally hear malicious voices of laughter in my head. I find this song very sad thinking that even if I break free at some point I will be brought down to my knees again, and again, and again...

The trajectory of my life is tragic. With how the suicidality in me has progressed across the 3 years it's unlikely I don't kill myself at some point in the future. And nothing will help me.

But we'll meet again... don't know where... don't know when...

Edited September 14 by Sincerity

[Sincerity]

I'm grateful for my life. For where I am right now, my apartment, my girlfriend, my energy system, my current job, my character, other people in my life.

Sex is awesome too. Before I never even dreamed of the amazing sex I have with my girlfriend right now. It is otherworldly.

My partner is the perfect woman for me and I really, really love her. She's a beautiful, gentle, emotional light pink flower. And I am the man for her.

I am so happy.

[Sincerity]

How it feels to make a significant life change depending on single email/text messages/conversations knowing you really want to make it but it's still very difficult due to intense fear and societal pressure.

I've been having a few of these lately. Having one right now - I'm procrastinating on sending the email lol. I have more in front of me as well.

[Sincerity]

Burn, burn my life!

Hahahahaha! Oh Kali, my beloved.

Edited October 25 by Sincerity