I’ll bare it by being it - My First God Experience

[SelfHelpGuy]

How funny is this, after all the other spiritual practice I do and all the other psychedelics I’ve done, it has to be when I take some serious tokes on some weed and BOOM, my god.

 

It began with the insight “I’ll bare it by being it” ( this was whilst I was battling with the scary notion of the possible experience of terrible things and then that insight arrived “I’ll bare it by being it”. 
 

This suddenly sent me into a radical embrace of everything within my experience and I realised it absolutely possible for me to bare anything. I am it. So I bare it, by being it.

Woah, profound, fucking insane.

at this point I’m on the floor hanging onto my bed as if it’s the comfy way tbh g I’ve ever felt, despite the awkward angel I was at (which would otherwise be annoying) I didn’t care, it was myself.

I could just bare it by being it, and there’s nothing I need to do.

 

 

I also remember the beginning being absolutely similar to being at the peak of a lonely mountain (but it’s your bedroom). And feeling like “woah, I’m really the only one here right now”.

 

At first I was like, what there’s absolutely no body around! Shit, it felt very isolating for a minute. Then slowing I started saying, “Oh thank god there’s no people!” Over and over.

 

Wont keep you any longer you lil yous/mes. 
 

What an insane dip of my toe into the God water. I would still only call this a hair of the Ox at this point, but by God it’s beautiful.

 

My God, it’s love

[Leo Gura]

Weed can be crazy potent on some people. On others it does nothing.

[Razard86]

1 hour ago, Leo Gura said:

Weed can be crazy potent on some people. On others it does nothing.

Yeah me, its ridiculous.