Following my highest excitement

[Huegeleisen]

Purpose of this journal:

I‘m starting this journal after watching Leo‘s video on being decisive. Because of that video I made the decision to focus more on Bashar‘s content in the next weeks/months than Leo‘s as my intuition told me so. So purpose #1 of this journal is to keep track of the changes that happen to my life, how I am feeling and what I do during this time (I view it as an experiment and it will last for at lest 5 weeks). Another purpose of this journal is to make sure that I follow through with it as I have realised that it is easy to get off track and watch YouTube all day while bullshiting yourself that it excites you. 
So, what is excitment?

Bashar‘s defintion:

Excitement is your higher self, pointing you in a particular direction, hoping you move in that direction.(Source:https://iasos.com/metaphys/bashar/#valid)

The core of this experiment is to follow this formula as much as I can:

#1. Act on your excitement, your passion, whatever is most exciting to you, in the moment. Do this every moment that you can.
#2. Do this to the best of your ability. Take it as far as you can go until you cannot take it any further.
#3. Act on your excitement/passion with absolutely no insistence, assumption or expectation of what the outcome should be.
#4. Choose to remain in a positive state regardless of what happens.
#5. Constantly investigate your belief systems. Release & replace the un-preferred beliefs: fear-based beliefs, and the beliefs not in alignment with who you prefer to be.

From tomorrow on I will spend every day 15 minutes every day to writing posts about how following this formula goes for me on a daily basis.(Also this is the only exception in this experiment because I will do it even if it doesnt excite me for documentation porpuses)

 

 

 

[Huegeleisen]

Today started really awsome. I woke up later than I usualliy do and did a sprint training outside. But after that I fell off and forgot about following my highest excitement at first until the evening. In the evening I planned the itinerary for my london trip and after that I procrastinated through watching youtube. So it is really easy to fall off folowing your highest excitement and follow negative ego instead. 
So I was believing that watching Youtube was more beneficial to me than following my highest excitement. I will try to replace that belief tomorrow with a more beneficial one.

[Huegeleisen]

Today it excited me to watch the video about “the 30 ways how society f**ks you in your a**”. In the middle of the video I stopped and played with my dog. But after that I fell off again. Kinda sucks. I think I should question my beliefs to get in a more positive state when I realise I’m not following my highest excitement right now. But I got back in the evening and watched the video until the end. Now it excites me really hard to do a week of detoxing while contemplating my life for a week as mentioned as an action step in the video. Although I will stop if it becomes too forceful from my ego side while my higher self wants to do something else. But I wont start with any expectations into it.