Big decisions for a big life

[torgeir]

For a long time I've had ideas of making a blog where I post and update on my life. Been considering making a personal website, and maybe I will, but for now actualized.org seems a great platform to just get into the habit of journaling. On this journal I will not keep any preassure to write long posts. My main goal and commitment is to posting consistently.

My main goals in life right now (unordered):

• Run a 10K race September 17th in less than 40 minutes. (currently my 5k is at 22:45min)
• Move out or fix my current living situation
• Develop a healthy productivity habit at work. 8 hours of focused work daily, taking regular breaks and tracking my web-statistics.
  - During my workday I pledge not to work on non-work tasks. Worst case can be done in breaks or before/after work.
• Develop a healthy keto positive caloric surplus eating habit. (I want to either keep my current weight or go up in weight)
• Establish a daily kriya-yoga and meditation practice
• Keep up radical honesty practice.
• Get a healthy sleep schedule, going to bed no later than 11pm daily. Keeping a wakeup alarm every day.

As time goes I will also link to trackings of my sleep schedule as well as tracking of my exercise journal.
I'm also considering tracking my calory intake for the next couple of weeks, but I might be holding that of for a bit as I'm trying to establish some other habits first.
I don't have a current habittracker at the moment, and that's also something I wish to look into going further. 
I commit to this being the last thing I do of procrastination before I get back to my work in a startup. I have 2h and 40min left of my day where I have the possibility to be productive.

- Thanks for reading, I send you all my love and appreciation. Thor

[torgeir]

Had a goal of going to bed at 11pm today. Typing this at 3:30 AM. 
Just jerked off to porn for the first time in weeks, which I imagine is a good thing that I've stayed away for this long. At the same time I feel like this pattern of mine of spending endless of hours into the night on youtube is something I've done many times and would like to stop doing.

Feeling incertain about how my living situation will look like forward. Looking to move out and live alone asap.

Met two girls today, one cold approach and one waitress, both who I added to Facebook. Waitress was supernice. 
Plan to remove ubuntu operating system. Not sure how to, but will do it as soon as 'i can. I imagine I have some files I need to transfer before I do that though.