MDMA Trip: loving induction

[StarStruck]

It was my first MDMA trip. The dose was 150 mg. It was a very different experience than a LSD trip. It was more body based than mind based. I felt my heart chakra open up and it was very pleasing, healing and comforting experience. I felt like 1 year of therapy in 5 hours. Unfortunately I'm an overthinker and I still haven't managed to put my overthinker (ego) in check so that ruined my experience a little bit: I couldn't stop my thinking when the peak came so I put on some classical music and started dancing trying to make something of a bad situation. Also I was afraid of frying my dopamine receptors by thinking too much. I'm definitely going to a lot of meditating the coming week and try again. I hope next trip my thinking brain won't freak out and just accept the love.

Edited June 30, 2022 by StarStruck

[GromHellScream]

Illeglization of mdma was a crime against humanity. 1 75 mg dose and I dug up trauma that was directing my entire life without me being aware.

[StarStruck]

On 3-7-2022 at 2:18 AM, GromHellScream said:

Illeglization of mdma was a crime against humanity. 1 75 mg dose and I dug up trauma that was directing my entire life without me being aware.

What did you do during the trip? Just meditate?

[Holymoly]

I would definitely wait longer than a week, usually three months is the minimum with it as its very taxing on the brain. 

[GromHellScream]

On 7/5/2022 at 7:30 AM, StarStruck said:

What did you do during the trip? Just meditate?

I was with a friend who guided me. If you are alone you might stray off course. But yes, essentially just explore what comes up. So you might have something come up like " I feel scared " then something scary will show up that you completely forgot happened to you.