Conscious of God in a low state.. impossible?

[Godishere]

Is this actually possible? God is absolutely one. So can I or "we" actually be conscious of God without losing the "I" identity? The self/other duality. Like, I've done a bunch of trips, had a bunch of enlightenment experiences but here we are. Talking concepts of God. To who? Nobody/myself according to my 'thoughts' about prior experiences. So, again if this is true, then this is a complete joke? Concepts are only gonna muddy the waters. Is this just a fucking game? This whole awakening thing... This illusion of self and other. The "I"... Seeking God from a dualistic paradigm. Impossible? Chasing your own tail basically it seems.. "life" as it is, actually is only possible to be experienced through human,  finite mind?@VeganAwake 

Edited June 20, 2022 by Godishere

[Leo Gura]

That's what the manual spiritual practices are for.

Less talking, less thinking, less fretting, more spiritual practice.

[Godishere]

Makes sense. So what role does contemplation play then? if infinite cannot know finite. Or... If the map is not the Territory, what point is there in discussing, conceptualizing and building this "map". Seems like a great way to stay asleep create separation/distance from Truth?

[Leo Gura]

7 minutes ago, Godishere said:

Makes sense. So what role does contemplation play then? if infinite cannot know finite. Or... If the map is not the Territory, what point is there in discussing, conceptualizing and building this "map". Seems like a great way to stay asleep create separation/distance from Truth?

Contemplation plays a huge role in figuring out life. It's a core spiritual practice when done properly.

The point of a map is to get you to your destination.

[Godishere]

18 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

 

The point of a map is to get you to your destination.

And my destination whether I like it or not would be complete God Realization I'm guessing? ? 

[Leo Gura]

8 minutes ago, Godishere said:

And my destination whether I like it or not would be complete God Realization I'm guessing? ? 

Why are you asking me about where you want to go?

[Razard86]

6 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

Why are you asking me about where you want to go?

LOL you already know the answer.....and he does too.