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I love you. 

You stole my heart. You took my breath away. You're in my heart forever and I'm slave to your love.. 

I worship you. I love you deeply. I can't live without you. You are my love, you are my soul. You have my heart. I promised myself that you're the man I will love forever and only you and none other. I won't love any other man except you. 

The day you told me - "give yourself to me," I gave myself to you and never looked back ever since. 

I can die for you. I swear I will give up my life for you. I have surrendered my heart and my life to you. 

Whether you love me or not, it's not relevant anymore. 

Whether you hate me or not, it doesn't matter anymore 

Whether you like someone else or not , it won't piss me off anymore 

Whether you give your love to me or not, I will still love you just the same. 

I want nothing from you. No commitment nothing. I don't even want sex. 

I just want to keep loving you and worshipping you. 

What you do of me is up to you. 

I won't be hurt no matter what you do. 

If you feel like you wanna kill me, then here I am, I surrender my body and my willpower to you.. Do as you wish 

I have fallen in love with you and you have found the way to my heart. 

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This is what I wanted all my life. It's you. Only you. I love you. 

 

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You know what I like the most on your body. That place. That place on your neck. Right in the center, a bit lower. Yes yes yes, right there. Right near your throat but just below it, where it's a bit shallow. That central place. Right there... Hehe I was looking up for the scientific name for this place. It's called the Jugular notch or the Suprasternal notch. 

I want to place a knife right there and cut the Jugular. I'm joking. I want to touch there and feel all of my love flowing through it. 

Keep touching there and you'll feel my love. Hehe. My love flows through that place into your body. 

 

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I idolize you and I crush on you and I'm crazy for you.

 

You're the man of my life. The king of my heart.. The owner of my body. 

 

Yea I know this is one sided. But I'm deeply in love with you. Wish I could be one with you. But where would be the fun. The fun lies in being separated this way. 

This is the song I chose for you. 

 

 

 

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On 6/8/2022 at 3:45 PM, Preety_India said:

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We come together. We separate. This separation is beautiful 

We come together. We separate. This separation is beautiful 

We come together. We separate. This separation is beautiful

We come together. We separate. This separation is beautiful 

We come together. We separate. This separation is beautiful 

 

You and me forever 

You and me forever 

You and me forever 

You and me forever 

You and me forever 

You and me forever 

 

 

 

On 6/8/2022 at 8:16 PM, Preety_India said:

So I have found someone  last week and they look like this. They live in Texas  and they have known me for some time through a mutual friend. They have also met me a few times in the past. And we were friends for some time until lately they have been getting close. 

This is not their picture but they look like that. 

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And I'm absolutely in love with them. They are my lover. 

I flip flopped between letting them go and wanting a romantic relationship. But today he told me how much I mean to him. That made my heart jump with joy. 

 

 

On 6/8/2022 at 8:28 PM, Preety_India said:

I told P about Joseph and he was a bit miffed that it never occurred to me to just block him. Yea old habits die hard. 

 

On 6/8/2022 at 8:30 PM, Preety_India said:

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He is the sweetest person in my life. I feel like I met my soulmate. My heart syncs with his. We chat for hours some days. And I usually don't say anything at all. But we laugh so much. 

He tells me all the stuff that he comes across on his work. 

 

 

 

On 6/8/2022 at 8:41 PM, Preety_India said:

I want to dedicate a few songs to P. My beautiful handsome lover. 

 

 

On 6/8/2022 at 8:55 PM, Preety_India said:

Last year (or maybe even before that), I was studying the Skinwalker Ranch which is in Utah and I must say I'm very fascinated by it. Heard a lot about it. 

So while researching the Skin walker ranch phenomenon, I came across a place that is similarly known, it's called the Bradshaw Ranch in Sedona, Arizona. And I came across the video of the ranch. 

And I absolutely fell in love with this music. 

Tag.... #ranch

 

 

On 6/8/2022 at 9:12 PM, Preety_India said:

I want to send P this song. It's the song of my heart. 

 

 

On 6/8/2022 at 9:38 PM, Preety_India said:

I love you P. Deeply

 

 

 

On 6/8/2022 at 10:49 PM, Preety_India said:

He killed me softly. 

 

 

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P is a Virgo. He is born in September. I'm born in February. I'm a Pisces. 

 

I usually fall for earth signs a lot. 

My first bf was an Aries. My second was a Taurus. Tauruses are always my biggest crushes. My third was a Pisces (kinda funny). Fourth was a Taurus. 

A lot of my friends are generally Taurus or Virgo. 

I rarely get along with another Pisces 

My compatibility with Scorpio and Sagittarius, Capricorn and Aquarius is low. I generally don't get along with these people. 

I generally make great friends with Cancer but it never reaches to the point of romance. 

P is a Virgo. Virgo can make me feel sexy and comfortable. They are kinda independent and open minded. But old fashioned and I'm old school type too. 

 

 

 

 

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I still feel like I am in a one sided relationship with him. He hasn't yet fully confessed to loving me. But I'm already in love . I think about him everyday. I'm crazy for him. 

I adore him. I worship him. 

I have been liking him for some time but my feelings weren't strong. Back then I saw him as a friend. They work as a driver. 

Sometimes he is also working on nights. Like late night shifts. We do chat during those times. 

But we usually talk when he gets home to his small apartment. He lives on the 3rd floor. 

I will not say his name. Only P. 

P is very gentle with me. Very emotional guy. 

I'm sensitive too. 

I love P

 

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21 hours ago, Preety_India said:

I wish I could drink myself to death and wash this pain away. 

 

 

21 hours ago, Preety_India said:

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

 

Killing me softly 

 

La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

 

 

I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style
And so I came to see him, and listen for a while
And there he was, this young boy, stranger to my eyes

 

 

 

 

 

Strumming my pain with his fingers (one time, one time)
Singing my life with his words (two times, two times)
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

 

 

 

I felt all flushed with fever, embarrassed by the crowd
I felt he'd found my letters and read each one out loud
I prayed that he would finish, but he just kept right on

Strumming my pain with his fingers (one time, one time)
Singing my life with his words (two times, two times)
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

 

 

 

 

Strumming my pain with his fingers (yes, he was singing my life)
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words (whole life, with his words)
Killing me softly with his song


 

La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

La La la La la la oh oh oh oh ahh 

 

 

 

 

20 hours ago, Preety_India said:

I want to lay in P's arms and cry endlessly. 

He would understand my pain. Would he? 

 

 

20 hours ago, Preety_India said:

One sided love, crushing, pain, melancholy, melancholic writing, person of interest, compartmentalization, idolization, fantasy, expression of love, deep love, heartanglement, poetry, choosing my soulmate, having an open heart, essence of true love, filling that void, eternal love, eternal romance. 

Costa Mee... Around this world. 

 

 

 

6 hours ago, Preety_India said:

 

This is the song of our life P.... 

 

 

Lyrics. I know you're courageous. And I'd never seen you. I know you're courageous. And I'd never seen you. I know you're courageous. And I'd never seen you.

 

 

 

 


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This video is so on point. About compatibility between a Virgo and a pisces. 

My Virgo man P is exactly like this 

 

Morning we had a small argument. He complained that I'm too vague and confused him too much. Because I never give a straightforward answer to  his questions. 

So I sent him this video. 

 

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This guy so funny

 

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On 10/8/2021 at 5:06 PM, Preety_India said:

 

Big 3 signs

SUN SIGN - PISCES

MOON SIGN - CANCER 

ASCENDANT - SCORPIO

 


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Hey P. I love you. 

 

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Wow this was on point. 

Just wow 

Omg this. 

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Pisces dealing with Virgo 

We both know that I'm not the one for you. 

 

 

 

Pisces - you could be emotionally bored, discontent. Wanting to look at other options but 

 

 

 

 

 

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P lived in Colorado before and has now moved to Texas last week. 

He has been actively chatting with me since last 3 days. 

I'm keen to see where this goes. 

 


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Pisces dealing with a Virgo 

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You don't know how hard it was to let you go. 

We both know that I'm not the one for you. 

One of us feels like we are meant for each other. The other one might be feeling the opposite. 

My life is not together as it seems. I feel you're leaving me behind. 

So somebody here just wasn't right for us. 

So someone let the other person go.. Possibly. 

Somebody felt like it just wasn't the right time. They didn't have their shit together like they have made it appear or you didn't. 

Or somebody feels like the other one leaving them behind. 

Somebody here may feel like insufficient or unadequate to the other. 

Laugh... Where the fuck is your sense of humor. Somebody here has a bit uptight energy. Somebody here may need to laugh a little  bit.. 

You need a good cry. Get the ugly cry on and let the shit go. 

Somebody either needs to cry it out or get out with friends, go laugh. 

Watch comedy. Try to release some kind of tension. 

Somebody feeling fearful. 

Inadequate.. Something to that nature 

 

Somebody is seeing you in their dreams. 

Power card for Pisces - strength card. 

The Pisces is stepping into their power. Stepping into your strength. 

(Lmao this is so true. I really feel like I am taking all my power back) 

 

Power card for Virgo - Wise Counselor 

Virgo you're trying to find unity with a spiritually minded community. You might need to ask the divine for help. Trust the answers will come. 

Show emotion card for both Pisces and Virgo. 

For Pisces 

Your are bored and emotionally discontented. The angel on these cards is guiding you to accept self love. You don't have to find love in someone else okay/whatever. Just choose yourself. You don't have to pick an option just so that you have somebody, no, choose yourself. 

The card reads - you guys failing to recognize the magical opportunity, missing the point, distractions of daily life. Discontentment, boredom, lost in your own world, wake up all right. 

You're feeling strong and courageous and also holding back from love. 

Maybe you don't want love right now. You're holding back. But the angels are guiding you to fall in love with an earth sign.

 

Emotions for Virgo 

 

You could be dealing with someone who walked away from you.

If this person walked away from you maybe they want to come back. 

Maybe this person wants to come back to you but you are rejecting them.

 

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To be fair I don't want anyone after whatever I was put through. 

 


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I romanticize placing a knife on your throat. But I can't kill you even if I wanted to. Because I love you. That place in your throat is where my love flows. I want to touch there. 

The worst thing is to let your blood pool. Nah. I can't let that happen. I can't watch that. 

These days I'm actively working on my throat Chakra. Because my love flows through my throat to yours. 

Why do I feel like in my past birth I slashed your throat? 

I don't have any marks on my neck  though.

 

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I wanna play with you. Sick games. Mind games. All kind of games. I'm just joking 

 


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Last night you implied that I was going to kill you. Telling me that I should place a knife on your neck and that it would be easier that way for me to take you out is probably the worst thing you said to me and the most hurtful. 

You better apologize right now or else I'll carry this pain to my grave. 

I can't take it. It's torture. 

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It's torture what you said. Your words could kill me if not your knives or guns. No I'm not afraid to die at your hands so don't tell me how powerful you are. I don't care about it, you can keep boasting about your powers. It wont matter even if you wanted to kill me, I'd rather die that way than any other. At least the satisfaction that I died at your hands in your arms. 

But don't you ever. Don't you ever ever ever say that again. Don't you ever say that I should place a knife on your neck. Because it hurts like a dagger, your stupid words. It seems that you are good with words, especially when it comes to hurting me. 

You're pure torture because you made me feel all this guilt by proxy. 

 


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P, I just wanna be with you. Drunk in your love. 

 There are two things I like on you. Your lips. Because they are so so so sweet. When you kiss me, I feel them. Velvety feel.. Don't smoke. 

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And I like your neck. Because... Hehe....I feel like your neck is cute. I want to tickle you there. Once you told me that I should be leaving you some hickeys on there. I get so emotional every time you talk about hickeys. And I jokingly said it's something only men do to women and not the other way around. 

Me want them hickeys.....too.

Your passion is irresistible.. 

You're my shooting star, the light in my eyes and the one that makes my heart tickle. 

 

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I can't live without you anymore. I love you. Forever and more. You are always sitting close to me telling me all these lovely things. 

You are always telling me how much you love me. I like to sit in the dark with you 

In your apartment. 

On a rugged mattress.. We just chatting away the evenings. 

You come home from work and I always wait for you. 

 

 

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You're the guy of my life. The ultimate man for me. The one I fell in love with. The one meant for me. We're so into each other. 

You're skinny, tall and not too tall hehe. Just the right type.. 

And appearances don't mean shit. I don't even care how you look to be honest. 

But I have fallen madly in love with you. 

We would make such a sweet couple. 

I'm in love with you. 

I could shower all of my love all over you and still never get tired. 

 

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