Foreverywhere (emotional self awareness)

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Mourning.

She settled upon me as dew in the early morning fields of tenderness.
My world shifted an inch as she raised her head, the fluttering of her lashes rousing birds warmly nested within.
Her glance pierced me as the golden rays of dawn beckoned all that was natural to summon itself from dreary slumber.
Her fingers twinkled in the dewdrop's delicate retreat from the impressions they imparted.
Sparrows stretched their wings and quickly leapt downward, with a soft fearlessness.
She drew me out and folded me away.

My heart mourns.

It mourns the loss of late-night driving and walking with you hand in hand,
Out into the wide yonder of foreverywhere, where dreams are birthed and all that is false goes to die. 

It mourns lazy afternoons with you, tucked away in a mundane corner of the world,
Etching out something of such little and profound consequence,
Before eating a meal together, watching a film together, and then falling asleep together, back into foreverywhere.

In here.

Where a knotted pulse unwinds and the soul finds reprieve from all its transgressions.
Wounded teardrops falling like rain to nourish newborn dreaming.

Pain pours out of me as I sink into peaceful loving.
 

 

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Straight Jacket.

Twisted words drill down
pinching demons in eery chambers.
Guards march to the battlefronts, 
holding cursed beliefs in tight bastions.
The kindgom reels.
Wrath raises a tower of babel. 
The streets in disarray,
Goblins take their pickings, 
spitting bones into the pit.
They burn with such fury.
All that is pure and innocent asphyxiates 
in erogenous release.
 

 

 

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Box Jelly

Geothermal vents scorch the blistering depths.
Tectonic grinding chews the pressure of the dark underworld.
A rupture.
Molten rocks assault the cold with a hiss.
Shockwaves roll the murky deep, cracking the bed.
Bubbles scream upwards in a breathless fearful flight;
Reaching, searching, gasping at the emerging light.
Exasperated effervescence tickles birds,
gliding gracefully through this submerged sky.
They surface meekly, with no regaling whispers.
Grieving.
She silently slips down,
Weeping in ethereal sighs,
Her silky legs spread about.
My heart pounds 100,000 times.
in the blink of an eye.
 

 

Edited May 30, 2022 by MuadDib

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Timeless Tickle.

A simple girl with a complex front
approached the sea in hopes of a punt.
She walked in up to her ... ankles.
 She childishly giggled,
her body parts jiggled,
and her little toes wriggled.
The words didn't upset her,
because the rhyme would get better
when the tide made her wetter.
 

 

Edited May 30, 2022 by MuadDib

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Muppet show.

He said she said
They'd all rather know
Who said they said
he was feeling low.
She said he said
They'd all rather go
Where we said he said
there's a childish show.

She cried he lied
they all went and sighed
We tried but he died
and she felt justified.

Cum for me you psychopathic, narcissistic, sociopathic, malignant, bipolar, schizoid, manic, depressive, retarded, cPTSD, boomer, 
savant, lonely, autistic, anorexic, dysmorphic, traumatized, abused, assburger, ADHD, asexual, trans, manipulative, enlightened, homophobic, racist, metalhead, addict, BBC fuck.

Cum before I sue you for harassment and cuddle you in jail.
I wanna cuff you to the bars and lather you up with oil then gently kiss your neck and whisper into your ear:

"Daddy loves you more than Kermit loves anal."
"So, so much."
**Mwah.**
 

So much.

 

Edited May 30, 2022 by MuadDib

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Donkey star

I stubbed my toe, 
on a long dark road.
I look down and see,
right in front of me;
Fucking bleeding toenail!
I lay down and started to wail.
Beneath the dots so near yet far,
around the brightest donkey star.
How could I miss, 
something as obvious as this?
Donkeys and dragons and ogres should kiss!
 

 

Edited May 31, 2022 by MuadDib

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Cat and mouse.

She slinkers through the shadows,
quietly scampers over dust.
She dawdles through vast meadows,
green duvets of satin lust.
She eyes the holy sacrament,
in her trek through gods home.
She savors Satan's compliments,
in her devious detoured roam.
She is hungry to be eaten, 
unsure how good she tastes.
Begging to be beaten,
I grip her by the waist.
She squeaks delightedly; 'caught!"
And promptly scuttles out.
Her eyes glow green in envious thought,
eager to go again, no doubt.
Run along and play my dear,
I love you as you are.
I'm preparing lunch right here,
and I'll have you near or far.

 

 

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About to go into more depth with Richard Grannons coursework together with all my secret lovers.
Read and reread - Fierce intimacy by Terry Real
 

 

 

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Common Octopus

Wild lady in a delicate sea,
Taming the torrents in an eternal flee.
You glide through the darkness in exuberant colour,
Gorging the mind, body, and soul of a mother.
A tentative tentacle beckons me forth,
With another you grip me and I'm lost in one-fourth.
Wrapped in your softness my pulse drip dies,
Sucking and feeling and sliding in sighs.
Precious daughter set free amid a forest of pain,
Cold heart of the world devouring the plain,
Can you not see the magic of your invisibility?
A mere glance and a kiss have all but transfixed me.
From prey to predator in a single gasp,
I race to grip you with a firm grasp.
Confident cautious and fickle to touch,
My chest has never been opened this much.
With a gentle ferocity, you teach me to speak,
This secret language so clearly open and deep.
Impermanence dawns and you grip me in tears,
Before slipping into the depths of past years.
Waving goodbye in a tumble of play,
And dressing yourself the gold light of a day.
Whispers of children echo then sing,
I now kick with strong legs, with cold hands I take wing.
The deep grows quieter as I rise from then,
But always just now glide over your den.
If ever  the pangs of absence reach up from the abyss,
A quick dip in the cold and I find an eternal warm kiss.

 

 

 

 

 

Edited July 18, 2022 by MuadDib

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Summer

Nobody cooks a bald eagle like you.
Overdone and tasteless.
PENIS!
Bitch.

It's underwhelmingly hot.
My expectations have never been lower.
My friend (:
Nobody.
 

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Heart

There are none as Subtle,
None as Brave,
None as Sweet,
None as True,
None as Fierce,
None as Wise,
None as Strong,
None as Pure,
There are none as Perfect,
As You.
I know this.

Head

 

 

Edited August 25, 2022 by MuadDib

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Crystallized Ginger

Fiery red, 
furious head,
melting in your glory.
Sweetness added,
sugar padded,
a cold imparts your gory.
 

 

Edited October 2, 2022 by MuadDib

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Dumb Cow

Thicc Brahman bosom,
an expression denser than gold.
Pitty a lantana blossom,
tastes better than Whitman's Grass of old.
How quickly you swell!
Jump over the moon,
else the sun burns you as well.

 

 

Edited October 2, 2022 by MuadDib

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Complex

Fingering

 

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Three-card Monte

Strength of the demons,
heart of the Seraphim.
Soul of all mothers,
mind of my Dream.
My beginning and end,
finds laughter supreme.
 

 

Edited October 23, 2022 by MuadDib

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Phoenix king

Leaves from the vine
Falling so slow
Like fragile tiny shells
Drifting in the foam
Little soldier boy
Come marching home
Brave soldier boy
Comes marching home

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Dead cat,

in the corner.

 

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T swizzle

ESFP's are one of the rarest types yo.

 

I'm a peacock

 

 

 

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Edited December 6, 2022 by MuadDib

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Winter

 

 

 

I've never been colder

 

 

with icing on top.

 

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Eywa