Calming myself

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The last journal literally...... Had to delete it. 

 

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I deserve peace 

 

And I'll never talk again 

 

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Just focusing on beautiful things for now. 

 

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It's ok. I need to be forgiving in my heart. 

 

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Just be myself and maintain focus on other things. 

 

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I don't like to badmouth people. 

 

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I just want to be calm right now

 

 

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I don't remember anything. 

 

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I don't believe in solipsism 

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I'm crying. I'm breaking down so badly. 

I can't take anymore. 

 

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Babloo calm down 

Tears can turn into pearls. Pearls can become music. 

 

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Tears and fears................ 

 

 

 

 

 

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I'm feeling deeply traumatized by the recent chain of events. 

 

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But my only choice is to move on. 

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Ironically, through all of this chaos, I'm finally coming to something more concrete and making a headway. 

It's God's way of teaching me stuff. 

 

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And ironically it's me who needs a high caliber person. But the ways of the world are funny. 

Saying to myself - just deal with it. 

 

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Ok I need to write some insights about my Devi practice. 

 

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I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again 

I'll cut my finger but I'll never do this ever again