Reality spawning stuff?

[Vido]

I'm still processing the lastest video.

In that Leo said reality spontaneously spawns stuff. That's a bit odd for me now.

I'm the kind of guy that keeps asking why, and I don't stop until I get an answer. But if reality spawns stuff, then when I ask why, what am I even doing?

 

Does the concept of why depend on the concept of time and memory? Because if reality is just spawning stuff, then the idea of why itself will be redundant? But if the concept of why is redundant, how will I understand the mechanism of reality?

[Thought Art]

I think “why” exists only relatively and the present moment as it is it a-causal.

Ive had god completely distort into the impossible and open up a door into my visual field into another room. It’s all just mind.