Only Reece can love me truly

[Preety_India]

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On 5/7/2022 at 5:59 PM, Preety_India said:

This is my ideal relationship. 

My last relationship. 

 

 

On 5/7/2022 at 6:18 PM, Preety_India said:

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On 5/7/2022 at 6:50 PM, Preety_India said:

Reece is very loving, maybe Satan sent him or maybe Entity D. 

But Entity D has made Reece such a loving person. 

I'm insanely happy with Reece 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

Reece has bonded so deeply with me. 

He pulls my face toward him and plants a gentle kiss on my forehead. 

And then he keeps looking into my eyes. I keep staring at his lips. 

His lips are moist and red, kinda reddish. 

He gently kisses me again, this time on my lips 

I am forgetting everything.. 

I can only see his face and nothing else. 

He holds my face and whispers something in my ears. 

 

I love you Reece

I love you Reece

I love you Reece

I love you Reece

I love you Reece

I love you Reece

I love you Reece

Reece is so affectionate with me

 

I feel like I just want to forget myself into him. 

He sat there. With me. 

I kept giggling while he kept describing things. 

Then I leaned on his shoulder. 

I felt good. 

I love you Reece 

I didn't say much. 

I'm crying right now. Because I just don't know how to tell him how much I love him. I'm crazily in love with him and I just can't imagine.. 

I have never felt like this. I sometimes feel like I won't get his love fully. 

But I feel like Reece definitely loves me. 

He stalked me for 12 months. 

I did feel like pushing him away 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

My life has come to and end with Reece. This is what I wanted. 

This is what I always wanted. A simple blue collar guy who shares deep intimacy with me. 

Who understands my bpd and doesn't judge me. 

Reece is so so protective of me. He is not like my schoolmate boyfriend that I used to drool over. 

He is very different. Very diligent.. He is my true lover. 

I wanna get drunk with him. 

 

[Preety_India]

The whole graveyard dream came to an end with Reece. Now I know why I had the graveyard dream. 

Why I was waiting there. The German dream was over. Long ago I had a dream that foretold that I would fall in love with a German guy and that would be the greatest love of my life. 

And then I cried in the dream. 

At the same time there was a morbid recurrent dream that went concurrent with this dream. And in this dream I would see myself slowly and unsteadily stumbling towards a graveyard. 

And this dream was quite frequent. 

I wore either a black or white (because of my memory issues I forgot certain parts of the dream or certain parts are kinda mixed up or messy) 

I wore like a gown. 

Then I kept walking towards a grave.

Finally I sit on the grave stone. 

And I keep waiting.

And someone taps on my shoulder. 

I turn around and it's Reece. 

 

Reece you liberated me. 

Reece you liberated me. 

Reece you liberated me. 

I'm so grateful. 

You finally came when I was sitting at the grave and took me home where I belonged, your home. 

Your home that you built for me. We lived for each other. 

You for me and me for you. 

I cried over your shoulder. 

You understood my weaknesses. 

You were authoritarian but at least you took care of me. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Through Reece I'm bonding or at least trying to bond back with my bipolar mother. 

Reece is ENFP 

As usual every boyfriend I date is an ENFP somehow. 

It makes sense that I'm attracted to an ENFP, because I remember being attracted to INFP. 

Now I won't be too attracted to an introvert because I'm an introvert too. Kinda mismatch but still okay. 

So let's see. 

I don't know the exact difference between INFP and ENFP. 

But I'm especially attracted to either a Taurus generally or an ENFP. 

I'm INFJ-T 

 

[Preety_India]

Reece, I have completely surrendered to you... Completely. You are the only one. 

I simply can't think of another. 

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I'm bound by Reece's love. 

He is so close to me. I just want to lose myself into him. 

 

[Preety_India]

Reece I'm so tired I wanna sleep. Pat me. 

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Why did I even wake up 

[Preety_India]

Reece is holding me so close to himself, I feel lost in his affection. 

He understands my pain. 

I lean over him. I'm wearing a black dress. 

And with a big bow. 

And he touches that Bow.

 

[Preety_India]

When he is with me, I'm lost in another world. 

 

[Preety_India]

When we are on the beach this song should play in the background. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

I'm imagining we both are talking sitting on rocks by the beach. And the water rises up and splashes against us

 

You put your hands/arms around my shoulder. 

And pull me in. 

And we just admire the beauty of nature around us 

 

And then you look into my eyes like you want to make love to me. 

I feel shy and look away 

You pull my face back to your eyes and give me a hypnotic gaze. 

You look deep into my eyes. It's so romantic. 

I slowly rest my head on your shoulder.. softly. 

You tell me there's nothing in the world that you wouldn't do for me and how much you wanted me and how this feeling would never die. 

I softly acknowledge you. 

You compliment me on my dress and you see the black bow on my ass. And you slowly touch that bow and I kinda giggle shyly. 

I have been dying for this moment. 

I want to be your love bird, fly with you. 

I want my fingers to softy entangle with your fingers. 

I just can't love you enough or even get enough of you ever. 

I want hickeys on my neck and I'll give you some hickeys too, on your neck if you want 

This soft loving feeling. 

I never want to be too far away from you. 

I want to be lost into your hypnotic gaze 

Your eyes make me want you more and more. 

I need the warmth of your body surrounding mine. 

The feel of your skin on my skin. 

This is so beautiful. 

 

[Preety_India]

Reece, I was walking towards the graveyard to meet you. 

And when I met you, I felt like I became one with you.