Sushi dynamic (please no comments in journal) )

[Preety_India]

Write here. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

On 5/1/2022 at 0:12 AM, Preety_India said:

I shared everything with him and I felt better. 

What an amazing experience. 

 

 

On 5/1/2022 at 0:14 AM, Preety_India said:

I'm feeling the strongest intimacy. 

This never happened. 

I am fully in this 

 

 

 

On 5/1/2022 at 3:55 AM, Preety_India said:

I wasn't aware thatv my ll b EDF

 

On 5/1/2022 at 4:01 AM, Preety_India said:

Being aware that. 

That awareness 

 

On 5/1/2022 at 4:05 AM, Preety_India said:

Yea that's, that's the first step. 

Then gradually intimacy builds fm

Tgrrr are higher states. 

 

Trust also improves. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

 

On 5/1/2022 at 4:35 AM, Preety_India said:

I don't remember anything 

 

 

On 5/1/2022 at 4:45 AM, Preety_India said:

I need to eat something because in abbot to. Collapse

 

 

On 5/1/2022 at 4:15 AM, Preety_India said:

I'm laughing ecstatically

 

 

 

On 5/1/2022 at 4:51 AM, Preety_India said:

I have developed a super dynamic with him that I really like. 

 

And I want more

 

 

I'm so into this right now that I feel like I'm walking straight into a mountain 

 

Nobody thinks like this anymore because thinking is punishment. 

 

 

On 5/1/2022 at 5:58 AM, Preety_India said:

Sushi dynamic. 

Sweet

 

 

 

 

 

 

On 5/1/2022 at 6:19 AM, Preety_India said:

Showing you the way I feel with you. 

 

 

 

 

On 5/1/2022 at 6:23 AM, Preety_India said:

This was my Rambo. This was my Rambo 

 

 

 

23 hours ago, Preety_India said:

 

I'm absolufuckingly in love with Jim

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

22 hours ago, Preety_India said:

He literally called me 

Sexy, lover, sweetest thing, cute, ahh, lovely. Heart, delectable, fussy, childish, innocent, I just love you so fucking much

 

 

21 hours ago, Preety_India said:

I'm very happy with Jim.. 

 

21 hours ago, Preety_India said:

You know I could never stand up to Joseph even after so many years. I was still scared of him. 

 

Because he is fucking abusive. 

 

But today I got the courage to say to him a big Fuck Off. 

Yea I wanted that. 

I wanted to get over the fear of never being able to stand up to him

 

 

 

21 hours ago, Preety_India said:

 

FUCK OFF JOSEPH. I'M HAPPY WITH JIM 

 

 

THIS WAS SO DIFFICULT. 

 

 

18 hours ago, Preety_India said:

I'm deeply in love with Jim

He is very sweet 

He adores me deeply. 

He is the one for me 

I choose him and I'm happy. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

18 hours ago, Preety_India said:

I told Jim that he would look great in a cat costume. 

 

When I look into Jim's sea blue eyes, my heart melts. 

I absolutely adore him 

 

 

 

14 hours ago, Preety_India said:

Jim, whatever I write it will all be for you. 

I love you deeply. 

You are my soulmate. My only eternal lover. 

My true lover and twin flame. My everything. 

I love you from the deepest trenches of my soul, my spirit and I'll love you forever no matter what. 

My heart took a fancy to you. I have no reason why. But my heart did the minute I saw you. I knew it was you. I fell in love, I didn't know why. 

 

I give my spirit to you 

I don't want anyone else other than you to keep my heart/spirit. This is a written declaration 

Only you will be deserving to keep my soul. 

I lay it at your feet. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

When I look at Jim, I turn into poley hase.

Omg. I'm getting tingling all over. 

Dances like a crazy rabbit around a pole. 

 

 

 

Edited May 2, 2022 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

 

One minute without you (Jim) feels like one hour. 

One hour with you feels like  one minute. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Geez.... Love is brutal and beautiful at the same time. 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Goes to sushi shleep with him.