By Barna
in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God,
Hi, everyone!
Yesterday I had a breakthrough on 5-MeO-DMT. I'm gonna share it with you, and I will try to be as precise as possible. I thought about it, and I think I can give you a picture without over intellectualizing it. But don't take it as the actual thing. Take it as a pointer. What I am trying to explain is Infinity itself.
First phase
First, when you took the hit, it's like going in, or like going deep. It's like when you do self inquiry, and you ask yourself "Am I aware? Am I aware of being aware? Am I aware that I am aware of being aware? And am I aware of that? And am I aware of that? And that? And that?..." It feels like reality is starting to fold into you. At this point your body might shake like it has never shaken before. Second phase
The thought appears: "What did I just do to myself? It's too intense! It's unbearable!"
Say bye-bye to your vision, because the only thing you see at this point is just whitish-gold light.
Say bye-bye to your hearing, because all you hear is a high frequency sound.
And say bye-bye to your body, because it feels like it is evaporating.
(This is all I remember from previous trips, but yesterday I have finally gone deeper.) Third phase
You start to feel, that the light you see is Infinity itself. It is all that exist. It is infinitely "strong". But not strong in a physical sense. And not like it is infinitely bright. More like it's infinitely hot.
And it's like it radiates infinite amount of information which you cannot process. This is why your mind silences itself: because any thought would be just a piece of the infinite amount of information that is going through you. This is also why you don't feel emotions, because that would be also just a piece of information in the infinite flow.
And you don't feel the hotness of the light on your body, because remember, your body already evaporated, you don't have a body anymore. You are the infinite light itself. And there is only you. And you are infinite.
So if there is one thing to take away from this report, it would be the following:
If someone calls you ugly, remember, that deep down you are infinitely hot.
First, when you took the hit, it's like going in, or like going deep. It's like when you do self inquiry, and you ask yourself "Am I aware? Am I aware of being aware? Am I aware that I am aware of being aware? And am I aware of that? And am I aware of that? And that? And that?..." It feels like reality is starting to fold into you. At this point your body might shake like it has never shaken before. Second phase
The thought appears: "What did I just do to myself? It's too intense! It's unbearable!"
Say bye-bye to your vision, because the only thing you see at this point is just whitish-gold light.
Say bye-bye to your hearing, because all you hear is a high frequency sound.
And say bye-bye to your body, because it feels like it is evaporating.
(This is all I remember from previous trips, but yesterday I have finally gone deeper.) Third phase
You start to feel, that the light you see is Infinity itself. It is all that exist. It is infinitely "strong". But not strong in a physical sense. And not like it is infinitely bright. More like it's infinitely hot.
And it's like it radiates infinite amount of information which you cannot process. This is why your mind silences itself: because any thought would be just a piece of the infinite amount of information that is going through you. This is also why you don't feel emotions, because that would be also just a piece of information in the infinite flow.
And you don't feel the hotness of the light on your body, because remember, your body already evaporated, you don't have a body anymore. You are the infinite light itself. And there is only you. And you are infinite.
So if there is one thing to take away from this report, it would be the following:
If someone calls you ugly, remember, that deep down you are infinitely hot.
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