please universe give me a sign

[Preety_India]

Please universe give me a sign 

I'm not smart enough and everything looks like a riddle. 

 

[Preety_India]

Yea I'm asking the universe for guidance. Because I'm helpless and I am too naive to understand things.

[Preety_India]

All I need is a man who I can give my life to. 

All I need is someone to call my own. 

Someone who I can belong to without being betrayed 

 

Please universe give me the sign and I'll forever be grateful. 

I ask nothing more. 

Someone I can have a deep emotional and mental connection with. 

Only you can do this universe 

I tried and tried and tried. 

I fell in love a million times but never achieved what I wanted. 

I'm tired. 

Tired of looking and loving 

Tired of being betrayed 

Tired of being used 

 

 

 

I just want to live my whole life with the one and only meant for me even if it's mental

 

 

 

Just one man 

One man 

One man. 

 

I have been tossed like a ball from one man to the next and I'm tired of this game of the heart. My heart is weary. 

I want to commit to one man and live a wholesome life with him and be with him. 

I'm faithful person. 

I deserve it. I tried so hard. 

But I never seem to meet success. 

I am always with someone who doesn't deserve my affections and I always feel duped and scammed. 

I'm tired of men who tell me how much they love me only to get into my pants. 

I cant take that anymore.

 

 

 

I was never unfaithful to a man. 

I only dumped boyfriends when they were getting abusive. 

I know I made mistakes. I was manipulated the whole time. 

But hopefully I will wisen up. 

Hopefully I find my soulmate.

Uff I craved so much for this all my life. 

That one person I can truly give my heart to without regret even if the relationship is unsuccessful. 

Alright I don't even ask for success. 

But I am tired of giving my heart to fake men who don't mean shit. 

I want someone faithful to keep my heart. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I think it's matter of luck rather than screening and analysis 

 

[Preety_India]

You misinterpreted me. 

I never said that you lied. You were truthful 

I already let you go. 

I'm not holding you in any way. 

 

[Preety_India]

Maybe the real soulmate is the universe. 

 

[Preety_India]

A true heart is one atma. It is one not many. 

So when someone truly loves you, it's that one heart only. That is loving you. 

Maybe through multiple mirrors, but all mirrors show the same image. 

 

[Preety_India]

There's a difference between true love and true leadership. 

True love is always there for you. 

But it may not always be able to lead you. 

Whereas true leadership comes from duty responsibility, ethics, integrity, trust, morality, character, ability, respect and commitment. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

The universe always loves you preety

[Preety_India]

A true heart will always love you no matter what 

 

A true heart is what the universe is. 

It's a manifestation of all love. That's the only love that matters. 

 

                    

 

 

Edited April 19, 2022 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Preety, just chill. Nothing is truly lost. I know you are going through some horrible Abandonment anxiety and severe emotional stress and it's kinda visible, I know it's difficult, it's tough, you tried to rely on anything that you get your hands on.. But don't give up or lose courage. 

It's not your fault darling. You did what you could in those circumstances. There are all Narcissistic selfish assholes around you but it's okay. You'll survive all that okay? 

Just focus on internalizing your love rather than externalizing it. 

Don't put so much trust and faith into the world that it gets broken all the time. 

Reserve some for yourself.

I know that you are hungry and thirsty and needy af. But this only makes matters worse. Be self protective. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I haven't figured out how to get better yet

Honey it's okay, you want someone to tell you that it's okay. 

 

 

I know. 

 

Right now my heart is screaming so loud. 

 

The sound could shatter window panes.