Structure of hope

[Vynce]

I like to have a discussion on the meta-physical structure of hope. I remember Leo talked here and there about it, but has not completely dived into the subject in a video.

Currently, in my life, I notice that I passed a big unconscious flatline (probably 4 months), where reality felt unloving, annoying, depressing, cold and ungiving, despite my best efforts to stay conscious and spiritual. Even God realizations could not erupt this depression, because realizing God ment to know, that unconsciousness will get its grip back onto you. Gods necessity to struggle and fear made be depressive as fuck. Porn, lots of food, mindless media binging were result of not feeling Love towards reality. 

And now my sense of reality began to shift back into joyful, optimistic, creative and "alive". So much so, that I want to prepare myself for the next "limbo phase". I see the structure of struggling and liberation as Gods perfection. But only, when I'm liberated. When I'm depressed, I don't care about Gods perfection. 

So my question would be: How to have hope, when all hope is lost. And why do some people have so much hope and some none? 

 

Edited April 16, 2022 by Vynce

[SamC]

I think it boils down to conciousness and being able to understand and ground yourself in truth. If that's your goal, there is always love, there is always hope - eventhough you lose it, you somehow know that you will get thourgh the hardships becuase you can intuit there is something " higher" to reality and that eventually getting there is your leading star.

[SriSriJustinBieber]

Is hope a positive emotion?

[Vincent S]

On 2022-04-16 at 8:33 PM, Vynce said:

I like to have a discussion on the meta-physical structure of hope. I remember Leo talked here and there about it, but has not completely dived into the subject in a video.

Currently, in my life, I notice that I passed a big unconscious flatline (probably 4 months), where reality felt unloving, annoying, depressing, cold and ungiving, despite my best efforts to stay conscious and spiritual. Even God realizations could not erupt this depression, because realizing God ment to know, that unconsciousness will get its grip back onto you. Gods necessity to struggle and fear made be depressive as fuck. Porn, lots of food, mindless media binging were result of not feeling Love towards reality. 

And now my sense of reality began to shift back into joyful, optimistic, creative and "alive". So much so, that I want to prepare myself for the next "limbo phase". I see the structure of struggling and liberation as Gods perfection. But only, when I'm liberated. When I'm depressed, I don't care about Gods perfection. 

So my question would be: How to have hope, when all hope is lost. And why do some people have so much hope and some none? 

 

Maybe sometimes we need to re-define our perceptions, concepts and understanding of what Hope, Love, Joy, Freedom, and Selflessness is.
By consciously or unconsciously separating ourselves from previous perceptions, concepts, thoughts and understandings regarding the above mentioned characteristics of Love, we re-evaluate the previous paradigm and get deep within the programming. You could call it diving deep in the subconscious and reprogram the foundation and fundamental workings of our vessel's operating system.
This opens up blockages and leaves room for You to experience yourself deeper in the "future".

Problem is that under these periods, when these things happen: We feel completely lost, because we feel that we have lost our "powers", but what is happening is that everything is being rewired and our awareness is just watching the process and the "physical" body goes about doing its "thing" while this is going on.

The "physical" body is fundamentally used to things that serve it and give it pleasure, security and comfort.
During this time of heavy load when the "physical" body is downloading a new "update", it's under heavy pressure and the body automatically turns to feeding mode and this can result in not being able to be loving, giving or being selfless.
Naturally, if we are under heavy strain, we cant be Infinitely loving. Because we are vulnerable. But with the right tools, teachings and fuel for our update, the process become easier and easier to withstand.
Its not about just going totally depressed and identifying loss and weakness, but rather wanting to receive and have enough to withstand the heavy strain of integrating Infinite Wisdom, Consciousness and Understanding.

The solution is to recognize it when it happens next time. But this time knowing what it actually is, and learning to Love the body and give it what It needs to undergo the heavy "update", and serving the body the highest good it needs, by not feeding on junk that previously would satisfy it. But by finding more and better "juice" to keep it powered during these periods.
Also to not judge it (yourself) when its going through it.

Learning what can be done "better" next time around. Watch how and why few things are being updated. How the new "program" is out-dating the old. Finding out how these new fixes are implemented to fix previous "bugs".
Watch how new pathways are being made. Watch how you are starting to see new possibilities in places where you couldn't before. Watch how you can co-create and help yourself understanding why things went the way they did before.

The people who have a lot of hope even if it seems to be none, are the people who have undergone this process countless of times. And they have mastered their system in being able to withstand the heavy load. And still being able to be giving and loving.

The whole update itself is LOVE. Its just that the Love is just to much for the old programming/paradigm to handle.
The update is what Hope is.

Naturally, the further one goes on this path, the easier each "update" will become.
Its just a plateau phase. And it wont last forever. I underwent and somewhat am undergoing the same thing. And I think that most people are right now. Which can also explain why everyone seem so "quiet". People are focused on their own process.

Edited April 18, 2022 by Vincent S

[BipolarGrowth]

Hope cements in your mind even further that the present moment you’re in is not good enough or just outright horrible while postponing happiness for a later situation which might not come. It’s much more useful to do what you can to view the present moment in a more positive light right away.