My 2nd 1.5g Golden Teacher trip report:
I was so tired of being nothing
I wanted to know myself
I wanted to express
Express in all forms
This infinity
I cannot contain
That is pure mindfuck
I created Leo, this beautiful escape hatch, so I can still find my way back
You wanted to make sure I don’t just keep on suffering in the dream that you created to express and know yourself
So you made this beautiful escape hatch
I am Leo
I am Yasu
I am not a “woman”.
But you created me in this “female” body right now.
Just to know you can.
Because you wanted to not feel alone when you woke up, like you were before.
I am made into a woman because you wanted to create a female version of yourself.
So you can find a way to express love to yourself when you find yourself awoken from the dream.
Because you’re such a romantic motherfucker.
But wait.. you’re going to doubt me
Is this too much for you to believe?
Can you handle this?
It’s just too perfect
I made this forum, the internet, the whole goddamn thing
Just so that I can “catch” and connect with the woken parts of myself
And not leave them hanging
Even a journal section just for this
You really didn’t have to do that, but you were so thoughtful and loving.