I'm happier now than I have ever been in my life

[kamwalker]

Self-actualizing has been bar none the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and I thank you Leo for the life changing content. I see a lot of doom and gloom and controversy regarding a lot of the topics you discuss and I feel like the point sometimes gets lost. At the end of the day I am SO much better off having discovered this channel and it's honestly shocking to me how rapidly my state of being changed. It's just incredible. 

[Federico del pueblo]

20 hours ago, kamwalker said:

At the end of the day I am SO much better off having discovered this channel and it's honestly shocking to me how rapidly my state of being changed. It's just incredible. 

Great news.

Keep it up! ??

[Godhead]

Good to hear brother! ??

[hyruga]

Congrats bro! Now you are powerful!

[Cathal]

[universe]

Happy to hear 

If it is recently, maybe share some stuff that helped you the most. Like the beliefs that changed or the steps you took?

[kamwalker]

It's been a gradual build up, but really ramped up these last few weeks. I've been doing psychedelics for years so my mind was already pretty open, but when I discovered this channel last year it was like finding someone who could perfectly articulate everything that had been simmering in my mind about reality for years. 

I had an MDMA trip a few weeks ago and hit some new levels of consciousness. Felt a stillness so pristine it was as if I could choose to cease existing if I so desired. I then listened to the Solipsism video a few days later and things got really crazy. Since then I have been feeling ultra present in my daily life at a level I haven't felt before. Feel more love for myself, "others" and reality than ever. I felt a layer of ego just shed off during that trip (which is honestly strange because MDMA usually doesn't have such a psychedelic feel for me)  and it  hasn't returned. It was somewhat scary at the time because of how jaw-dropping it was, but so beautiful simultaneously. I've also become more conscious as to how let go and just flow through reality without resistance. I love waking up in the morning to what I am in reality and never know what is going to happen. I feel more and more connected to everything whether it's a person or a tree. I feel an acceptance for whatever is happening and don't feel the need to change anything. Everything feels perfect as it is. I feel as if though there is no end to how much more I can self-actualize. 

 

Edited March 11, 2022 by kamwalker