Honestly the reason I'm here is not because I want to know the true nature of existence or achieve God consciousness. I just want to lessen my suffering. The majority of my life has been spent in severe depression and suffering because this material world has not given me what I want as a biological human (love belonging needs, certain defiency needs) along with having a chronic pain condition for 3 years.  The reason I watch Leo's videos and scour through posts here is not in the pursuit of truth or to understand consciousness , but simply because I think it'll give me the tools to escape my suffering,  but if someone said "take the redpill and you will attain enlightenment" or "take the bluepill and you stay in the material paradigm but you will get everything you want (ie, my desired status, how I'd like my appearance to be, etc..)  I would take the bluepill. I genuinely believe though if I was in a more comfortable place in life and not still struggling to meet my survival and basic emotional needs I would then begin to care for understanding actualization for the sake of truth and not for survival oriented motives that benefit my ego.