The Universe is a Crucifixion Machine

[RamBam]

Existence is a spiral. Along the way to the center there are various experiences: your first kiss, a scraped knee, third row seats at The World Series. As I approach the center of the spiral the experiences become more real--they are increasingly profound. It is difficult to express exactly the nature in which they become more 'real.' It is like their significance to the ultimate nature of being becomes greater. Torture is a deeper experience than a school dance. Progressing towards the center of the spiral I learn more, but each step is more painful than the last. With great wisdom comes great suffering. 

"The Giver" is a book that describes this process. Also the television show "WestWorld." In that show some people are trying to figure out 'the maze.' (Below is a picture of 'the maze') What is at the center of the maze? Crucifixion! The ultimate experience is crucifixion--the greatest suffering & the greatest wisdom...

Why do I crucify myself? 

[sleep]

When you say crucifixion, do you mean a literal crucifixion? I doubt it's the most painful experience

[RamBam]

@sleep No, I mean crucifixion as a metaphor for the ultimate suffering. 

Edited February 22, 2022 by RamBam

[Thought Art]

No, It's a love machine

With great wisdom comes great love, great acceptance and great joy.

But, the first steps can be a doozy.

Edited February 22, 2022 by Thought Art