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Just now, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

I wish I could do more. I’m sorry things are rough and I can only offer love and encouraging words. I wish I could stand by your side physically and hold your cute hands intimately, holding them through every up and down. I have my flaws and I’m sorry I hurt you, I wish I could just fly off with you and take all pain and stress away. Our love for each other is so warm and fuzzy, i wish we could be cuddling. For now and forever you have my soul healingly around you intertwining closer and closer with yours. We are one totally. In fact our souls are one no matter the distance they are fond of each other because only together they are whole.

I wrote this for you. 

I love you infinitely. I never want to lose you. You are and always will be the apple of my eye, the essence of my soul, the breath in my spirit

 

 

[Preety_India]

7 minutes ago, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

I wish I could do more. I’m sorry things are rough and I can only offer love and encouraging words. I wish I could stand by your side physically and hold your cute hands intimately, holding them through every up and down. I have my flaws and I’m sorry I hurt you, I wish I could just fly off with you and take all pain and stress away. Our love for each other is so warm and fuzzy, i wish we could be cuddling. For now and forever you have my soul healingly around you intertwining closer and closer with yours. We are one totally. In fact our souls are one no matter the distance they are fond of each other because only together they are whole.

I'm so deeply in love with you. It's unbelievable. We only come closer. 

This is for you. 

 

Rolling and flopping myself all over you like a bird 

 

 

[Preety_India]

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

@Preety_India 

I wrote this for you 

I love you infinitely. I will find you forever in every life time because you and me are one. You and me eternally breathing life and bluming 

Just thinking about you makes me want to roll and flop like this bird. 

 

[Preety_India]

Just now, Marcel said:

*Makes sure you don’t fall over after flipping and stands right there to hold you in case you get dizzy ? 

*Makes sure if you fell on your ass on ice, then I immediately place a cushion under your butt before you fall. Protects em butt cheeks. 

 

 

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I still have a bit of pain in C muscles. 

I don't like this. 

 

 

Edited February 17, 2022 by Preety_India

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I don't think anymore. I don't even want to think anymore. Thinking is misery. I just wanna be dizzy. 

 

 

Edited February 17, 2022 by Preety_India

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I'm so done with this toxic community. 

 

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Just walk away. There is simply no point. 

Some people feel bad. Some people feel good. That's how the experience of life is. 

 

 

Edited February 18, 2022 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Just be yourself. Just keep to yourself. That is all you can do. 

There's just no point in expecting anything good out of humanity. 

I wanted to share some insights on God and godlessness, destruction and chaos, megalomaniacs and power battles and how authoritarian crap always gets in the middle of getting something good done. 

 

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You just don't need to deal with authoritarian and dismissive people at all. 

Miserable creeps. 

 

Edited February 18, 2022 by Preety_India

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3 hours ago, Preety_India said:

If you look at these two statements, they are very paradoxical. VVV^You shouldn't chase girls, you shouldn't waste your time on them.

ΛΛΛ|Yet, you should spend like 10 hours worth of time to get that girl sexually. 

This is so contradictory. 

If that's not the literal definition of chasing pussy then I don't know what is. The only difference is. Guys  are desperate for pussy. You're just desperate for the hottest pussy. 

It takes hardly 20 minutes to seduce a person, and if they don't get seduced, they're playing hard to get, then they're playing games and one can find someone else who doesn't. 10 hours is a huge waste of time. 

20 minutes to an hour at most, man or woman 

A guy will seriously get tired with all this nonsense. 

And if you're ready to go to any length to get the hottest girl, then that makes you a sucker too, don't forget. 

I think what you are doing here is simply coating and cloaking things in a different way and putting a different label on it. Same shit, different label. You're seeing it as ambition and leadership yet someone will see this as sexual frustration, neediness and desperation. It's just desperation but in a less creepy yet more sophisticated way. 

If I was with a hot guy and he was playing games and not really getting me into romance, and it was taking longer than 1 hour, I would simply move on and not waste my time and effort on him. I don't want to be a sucker just because a guy is the hottest. I can find another hot guy. Why will I lose my time, energy and self respect? 

 

 

 

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You only feel peace when you have figured it all out. 

Important question. 

 

What's right from the perspective of self love? 

To heal, recover and restore. 

Today is the right day of the month to start things. All of my tension is eased. I'm focusing on what I need to focus. Finally it's happening after such a long arduous time 

It took time. But better late than never.. 

(only talk to people who are willing to talk to you. Rest fuck off) 

We're often learning from the wrong teachers. 

I have discovered some good teachers. 

Rupert Spira 

Sadguru 

Bob Proctor 

Morgue 

Tony Robbins 

 

I'm going to put all of my focus on these teachers. 

I came across this insight yesterday while contemplating that the world is in absolute chaos and stress and disorder because of being Godless. Godlessness brings disorder, conflict, chaos.. On one hand there is healing represented by God and Godness and on the other we have godlessness which is destruction, chaos, suffering and misery. 

The real solution is to walk towards God and start healing and not waste anymore time with the world's drama. Literally everything in the world is toxic.. 

This suffering and chaos and annihilation of good is actually a product of abuse of power, that's the biggest reason why the world cannot improve there are ego games, power games and abuse by authoritarian people who have the seed of the devil in them. This world is run by megalomaniacs every step of the way. 

 

 

Edited February 18, 2022 by Preety_India

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On 16/02/2022 at 6:16 PM, Preety_India said:

Trying to relax now with this. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

On 16/02/2022 at 7:24 PM, Preety_India said:

Some relaxing imagery. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

On 16/02/2022 at 7:49 PM, Preety_India said:

I still feel a bit tired. 

I'll need to split my personality into two parts. PREETY A AND PREETY B. 

PREETY A IS ME MYSELF. 

PREETY B IS MY HIGHER LOVING  SELF. 

PREETY A IS BUTTERCUP 

PREETY B IS  COMFORTER. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[Preety_India]

You only feel peace when you have figured it all out. 

Important question. 

What's right from the perspective of self love? 

To heal, recover and restore. 

Today is the right day of the month to start things. All of my tension is eased. I'm focusing on what I need to focus. Finally it's happening after such a long arduous time 

It took time. But better late than never.. 

(only talk to people who are willing to talk to you. Rest fuck off) 

We're often learning from the wrong teachers. 

I have discovered some good teachers. 

Rupert Spira 

Sadguru 

Bob Proctor 

Morgue 

Tony Robbins 

 

I'm going to put all of my focus on these teachers. 

I came across this insight yesterday while contemplating that the world is in absolute chaos and stress and disorder because of being Godless. Godlessness brings disorder, conflict, chaos.. On one hand there is healing represented by God and Godness and on the other we have godlessness which is destruction, chaos, suffering and misery. 

The real solution is to walk towards God and start healing and not waste anymore time with the world's drama. Literally everything in the world is toxic.. 

This suffering and chaos and annihilation of good is actually a product of abuse of power, that's the biggest reason why the world cannot improve there are ego games, power games and abuse by authoritarian people who have the seed of the devil in them. This world is run by megalomaniacs every step of the way. 

 

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Pathetic narcissists. That's what the world operates on. Like I stated before Megalomaniacs. They cause all the chaos. They cause all the destruction. 

They try to sabotage good people. 

Sometimes it's said that it's better to have enemies than to have fake friends who backstab you. 

Some enemies are good for your health. Because they tell you something that you don't want to hear. 

A post on megalomaniacs. 

Currently there are 1 billion megalomaniacs in this world, imagine the harm they cause to humanity everyday. 

              

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When you're in a particular place you have to understand the psychology of that place. You have to understand the psychology of almost anything and everything you ever come across because you have to Improvise, Adapt and Overcome. This is how you deal with situations in life. 

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You have to clean, heal and restore. 

First you have to throw away all negativity (this is cleaning) and start with having some space away from your old habits. Then from this space gradually you start on a new life and begin to heal rapidly and restore. 

I'm on a roll right now. Although nothing feels good and I feel like I hit rock bottom. I still can lift myself up. I believe in myself. 

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There is an inner voice that speaks to you. Listen to that. That inner voice speaks wisdom. Do it. Even if you feel like you might lose out on something, it's okay if it's for your peace of mind. It's fine. The loss is no big loss. In life you have to take decisions where you sacrifice the smaller good for the greater good. The greater benefit like peace of mind is bigger and more valuable than losing socialization, or losing a relationship. Although you still feel obsessed and attached and you feel like you're losing a lot more than what you actually are, it's still better to lose and let go things that are more stress than good, eventually when you completely leave these sources of stress, you realize you didn't really lose anything big. Don't lose the moon for the stars even if the stars look attractive. Don't lose your peace of mind and your health over something that is considered more valuable in your mind than it actually is.. 

 

 

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Edited February 18, 2022 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

 

I'm surprised how everything is falling into place. 

The answers lie within 3 things. 

• The universe 
• You yourself 
• God 

Look within you not without. 

 

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Edited February 18, 2022 by Preety_India

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There are three different that keep us from taking the action that would beneficial to the Self. 

From now onwards my phrasing will always revolve around "beneficial to the self" and "for the self", "medicine for the self", "healing the self" etc. 

So those 3 things are —

• Attachment - you're so strongly attached to something that you just cannot let it go. For example an abusive relationship. There is simply no detachment. You engage into it more and more and then there is more drama. The more you're attached the worse it gets. The less you're attached the less harm. Your attachment is born out of obsession and somehow your mind tricks you into believing that these attachments are necessary to your existence. In fact they aren't. 
• Fear - a general sense of fear that causes you to hesitate from leaving something. This fear causes you to not take a firm action. There's always anxiety around leaving something that you are subconsciously programmed not to. 
• Fear of consequences - you fear that taking an action would cause you to suffer the consequences. Like saying no to a boss who is sexually advancing makes you feel like you would lose your job if you said no. But what you don't realize is that the harm that you are bringing to your Self is much more than those perceived useless consequences. Those consequences don't matter in comparison to your own emotional health and safety. 

 

 

 

Edited February 18, 2022 by Preety_India

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What kind of people you should surround yourself with? 

• People who are hopeful. Kind and generous. 
• People who give your correct and wise and productive advice 
• People who give you negative feedback but this criticism has validity and they're actually correcting you and helping you avoid blindspots and mistakes rather than sabotaging you through destructive criticism. 

 

 

Edited February 18, 2022 by Preety_India

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This thread though, blowing up and I'm like what the heck am I reading 

 

 

 

 

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Edited February 18, 2022 by Preety_India