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What should I do with my current anxious feelings? (I've some thoughts and anxieties about my work. How should I find a resolution to them?) 

Mr/Miss Eyes - Try to embrace reality rather than constantly putting up a fight against it. Trust your mind. Trust your body. Trust your spirit. Trust nature. Trust God. Trust the universe. When you have fear, it means you don't trust anything, you don't trust transformation. You don't trust the process. You don't trust what good can happen for you. You live in paranoid delusions. These fears do more harm than good. The fear and paranoia makes you go crazy. You think the worst. This is not about dealing with an actual fear but dealing with a projected fear. You fear something bad might happen. What if it's not going to happen? You need to let go. Embrace reality. Reality is dark and brutal. But there is always a silver lining to everything. There's always an opposite process that's going on. You aren't aware that in the moment that reality is constantly spinning out devilry, the universe at the same time is constantly working to heal and restore. These are two forces at work. Reality is the devil. The real devil. But in the cosmic game, reality cannot absolutely win or else no good would have ever existed in this world, the sparrows would have been lying dead by now. The forests would have been barren.. Everything gone. But no. Yes reality is tough to digest. You feel like humanity will bring an end to everything with its drama. But you don't understand how the universe operates. It operates on karma which is already coded in our DNA. That which is trying to destroy something else is also self destructing at the same time, meaning it simply cannot keep sustaining on its own if it tries to sabotage good. There's something wrong with it. Because if it recognized good then it won't sabotage it. Universe works in mysterious ways. It punishes too. So if something is trying to gain control of the universe through devilish authoritarian means, it will never succeed and get punished instead for its own devilry. The devil dies of his own accord. Nobody kills him. The devil is defeated by his own chaos energy. Destructive forces are coded to be self destructing. That's how the drama goes up to infinity. In essence nobody no matter how powerful can control the universe. In fact it's the most powerful ones that go down first. God doesn't admire power. He resists it and punishes anyone who wants it. As said before, destructive forces are self destructive. What treats you like an enemy today won't treat you like that tomorrow. 

 

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Destructive forces are self destructive. You aren't fighting against real demons. You're fighting against imaginary demons. Reality is the devil. Universe is the cure. Lay down low. Don't get into conflicts. Don't project too much. Have reasonable fears. Know when it's unreasonable. Keep a clear subconscious. Even when something bad happens, trust more and more that good will take over slowly. Yes there's damage in this world and it creates more fear. Yet there's also healing and goodness. 

 

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Why do we have to play games. Because reality is so fucked up. 

Yes. But when you play games you are weaving a web. A web. An entanglement. It's best to sit back and relax and let reality unfold on its own. Whatever plays out plays out. You are worried that things are fucking up your mind. You're worried that something will turn against you and destroy your prospects. You are worried that something bad will happen. But it's okay. These are thoughts in the moment, although these are valid thoughts based on past experiences. It's totally valid to have all the fears you have. But are these fears real? See that's the question. Maybe your fears are just not too real. Maybe they are not imaginary either. Maybe these fears are real and true but even then these are simply fears. There's really nothing happening. And the possibility of something happening is just a possibility, just that. You can keep safeguards against these possibilities yet you can't expect too much. You cannot really do anything about it other than just find ways to keep yourself safe. You'll have to eventually bear the consequences of what's to come, you can manipulate this process, yet manipulating anything always comes at its own risk. You can make it better with manipulation or you could make it worse. Manipulation can go either way and even backfire instead of helping your cause. (see this is the reason why we play games, we try to manipulate reality.) Reality is obviously not fair to us and thats perfectly understandable. Yet this is the way of things in the world and you can hardly do anything to change it, if you didn't want things to be this way. 

 

 

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Continued from above 

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How about just being silent? How about not just dealing with it at all? How about zero conflict? Then there is simply no reason why anyone will point a finger? And if something is inevitable then I guess it would happen anyway you like it or not. What should you do about the enemy? The answer is that the devil cannot be reasoned with. You only have to escape the devils radar. You gotta be sneaky. Being manipulative won't help. Playing games won't help. You better wear a hijab. You better sneak out in the night. You better run for cover. You better stay under wraps. And the devil won't miss you. Don't leave a scent of your trail. Just go. Disappear. Don't care too much. Don't worry too much. Don't think too much. And you'll be fine. Don't harm yourself for what's to come. Be ready to face. You could actually have a victory who knows. Stay out of enemy territory. 

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I've to eat something and then continue writing. 

Got so much to write. 

 

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I kinda agree with this. 

Well, I've just known too many druggies who've drowned their minds in a cocktail of substances for years on end. They're not woke to "higher truths", and they're not especially wise. I say this all with love for these people, some of whom are my good friends.

All I wanted to say was, I think it's pretty naive to say, "just take a drug and you'll know what awakening is". You almost certainly won't.

I don't know what all the pieces of the puzzle are. Like I said, I'm not awake

 


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I have to let go of this pain that has been bothering me. 

Disconnect from them. Disconnect from them. Disconnect from them. 

I'm getting a panic attack again. This is just hard. 

One thing that I need to do is try and try and try to not be emotional in the next 7 days. Please. Don't cry. It will be alright. Just stay strong. 

 

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This video was quite sick even if it was satire. 

 


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7 minutes ago, Marcel said:

Agreed. We tend to calibrate to the worst outcomes and spent a lot of time worrying and in fear, which in healthy doses isn’t bad, in order to stay alert and ready adjust. But if it’s too much it’s crippling, so instead the time could be spent envisioning an „ideal“ or healthy / good situation and living as if it already occurred. It’s important to net get caught up in the how too much and things will unfold according to the inner vision. Easier said then done I know. I notoriously struggle with thinking about “oh god how will this happen” instead of trusting, letting go and taken action when it presents itself.

Thank you for your perspective dear husband. 

 


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13 minutes ago, Marcel said:

What’s up buttercup? ?

I love you. 

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I've decided to divide spirituality into two halves - 

  • Higher spirituality 
  • Lower spirituality 

Higher spirituality will focus on aspects like humanity, caring for the world, expanding love and happiness and peace, bringing healing, peace and happiness. Spreading love. 

Lower spirituality will focus on aspects like self love, tarot reading, law of attraction, guidance and manifestation, wisdom and self elevation (upgrading one's character and personality in the spiritual sense) 

 


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33 minutes ago, Marcel said:

What’s up buttercup? ?

I love you. 

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@Marcel thank you for the cake hun. It's awesome. 

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This is my new method of therapy. 

I'll be staring at these eyes and asking questions. It's a great relief that I found this method. So far this is really helping me. 

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Reserve questions 

  • How should I navigate through my life 
  • Can meditation help me? 
  • What is the goal of my life? 
  • What is the purpose of spirituality? 
  • Why is reality so hard and brutal?

 


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I like this topic. It's interesting. 

Omg this thread is so so good

 

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Next question : how should I navigate through my life? 

 

 

 

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I don't know. Who cares? I'm not here to be an intellectual heavyweight. 

 


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2 hours ago, Preety_India said:

 

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Next question : how should I navigate through my life? 

Mr/Miss Eyes - By focusing on yourself. Getting rid of distractions. Being in your own element. 

Navigating through life is not easy. But you can use tools and resources. You can find your path. You can look for solutions. You need to do what you got to do.. 

Use patience. Manage your time right. Focus on what you need to achieve and work 100% towards it. 

 

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I'm too sleepy right now. That argument was soooooooooo.

Anyway goodnight n


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