Preety_India

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there is actually an important lesson to learn here from your mistakes. And that is that if you don't  give your 100% into solving a problem or achieving a goal, you can't really complain about how it's not working because you just didn't do anything to make it work.. I'll call it the law of effort after the law of attraction. You would get results if you even put 50% effort in either solving a problem, avoiding a problem or achieving a goal. If just don't or didn't, the failure is a natural outcome, problems will continue to occur or even get worse or new problems will come up that you could have avoided, and your goals are never achieved as a result and you get stuck in rut of perpetual problems and perpetual goaling but not achieving.

That's what we get here.. 

Also another thing that I learned from your post is that you can't simply skim the surface and expect to get results. You have to embody it. Touching the surface of water is not the same as diving into water. It's only when you dive into it that you really get to see what's actually happening and really get to learn. I'll call the law of true experience and learning. 

 

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I feel like throwing up. 

Maybe the anxiety. I don't know. 

Maybe the meds.

 

 

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Too much meaningless boring babble going on the dating section right now by old timers with some upper class non sense whining. 

#tryingtoactintelligentthroughsarcasm

 


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  • Don't destroy. Build. 
  • Don't hurt. Heal. 

 

 


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A very powerful protector is needed in this world. 

 

 

 


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1 minute ago, Marcel said:

Maybe it’s a form of release 

Hope it gets better soon 

*Caresses back 

Seeks your protection. 


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I've invented a new syndrome - I'll call it Super Delusional Syndrome. SDS. 

When a person reaches this level, they lose touch with reality. 

 


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You just be around people who are warm and people who are  not delusional and not cold and have some common understanding and respect and are generally direct. Who are not engaging in passive aggressive behavior. 

Who come to you. Who are approachable. Who are not playing games. 

Don't be around freaky, creepy, disingenuous, who do drama, sneaky, sketchy, drama queens and who try to subconsciously sabotage and are not open enough, act excessively covert and "cold shouldery" type. 

Good riddance lol. 

 

 

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I'm going to exclusively focus on my journals from today February 20,Sunday. 

No more forum. Because it interrupts my work. 

I'm actually losing out on myself in trying to gain something from the forum. 

Some sort of a forum holiday for me from today. 

 

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I had a nice cold shower right now. 

I'm in a holiday spirit. 

This thread was started on February 14th.2022.

 

 

Distraction is easy. Concentration is difficult. 

 

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Profile kit 

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My wise advice - 

 

Sometimes things happen to us so we avoid mistakes later on in life. Everything in life, good or bad, teaches us the most valuable lessons. Sometimes it teaches what's good for us, sometimes it teaches us what we need to avoid. Both ways life is always teaching us something. Turn your pain into an empowering lesson. Make it a goal to never be exploited again. Protect yourself, love yourself and move on from bad experiences. Although these experiences teach us important lessons, it's important to let go of them from memory by consciously detaching from them and focusing on a better brighter future. Words of hope. Actions of love. 

It reminded me of the concept of “delegating memories”, basically replacing the bad one we loop on with positives, not forgetting the lesson but replacing the mental picture

 

 

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When you come closer and closer to something that deeply loves you don't need anything anymore.


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3051140.jpgI don't feel good. 

I am feeling exhausted. 

I want to start praying today. I want to get all the basics and fundamentals right.. 

I want to talk to my deity Larika who I think will guide me in the right direction in my difficult situation. 

I started this thread on Monday 14 February in the Serious emotional section of the forum because I was dealing with a very tough time. 

So I'm Buttercup and he is  honeydew. And I want to talk to Larika  my deity of guidance. 

 

And.... Eyes that see the lies 

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When was this thread started? February 16? Time flies by so fast. 

 

I had just barely recovered from Covid by February 14.

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So this is an exercise I'm doing. I'll call it *eyes that see the lies. 

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I have to intently look at the eyes in the picture. And these eyes will detect all the lies in the world, in my life (like self deception), and around in my circumstances. They give a full clarified summary on every situation and also pointers to the future, like a prophecy. 

 

 

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Mr/Miss Eyes staring exercise 

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What do you think of this world? 

Mr/Miss Eyes - its a sad place. Everyday there's new drama. Innocent people die from mistakes they make. They succumb to the devilry of the world 

Wiser and smarter people find a way to live through the chaos. 

 

 

 

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I know that this is very complicated but you have to be very intelligent here. 

You need to figure out what works for you. 

 


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