Motivate yourself again

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My new slogan 

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Get back again 

 

Just fucking live. 

 

All the evil has to come to an end. 

Evil can have no place in this world. 

And for evil to truly go away the good has to become thousand times stronger and proactive and vigilant 

 

 

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Get up. Get up. 

Don't be upset there is no point. 

Nothing will change. 

I know it's hard. 

But this is it. This is your life 

I wanted to put a gun to my head. 

Because what's the point of living, if you have to live in this prison? 

How much can you take? 

The people who care about you, the people who nourish you and the people who nurture you are the ones that matter 

FUCK ALL MEGALOMANIACS. FUCK THEM..THEY MAKE LIFE HARD. THEY MAKE EVERYTHING HARD..... 

You have to escape such people. 

 

 

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I ask myself what would I do if I die? 

If this was my last day on planet earth. 

What would be my ultimate message? 

My only hope is this. 

That I want liberation.

That I want the good people in this world to succeed. They can come together to create a high consciousness society. And drop the people who are nothing but a pain in the ass. 

And I want these people to have kids, and raise those kids with love and not trauma and put an end to child abuse. 

Beauty will be restored to planet earth. 

All the bad will be gone, eliminated. 

 

I want all the bad gone, obliterated. I want the good to be stronger and win 

I swear on my blood. This should happen. No child deserves to suffer the way I did. My only true hope is that in the future there will be no child abuse. My miserable soul will always hope for such an outcome, my life a testimony of how painful child trauma can be.... 

That. Is how future will probably look

Till the day I die. 

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I slept off minutes after writing the post above. 

I felt so mentally drained and emotionally exhausted 

 

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So I was contemplating on my own death. How brutal life can be. 

How brutally hard life has always been to me. 

And how evil destroys all the good that was possible. 

Evil has to be defeated. 

Good has to win. 

So get up. Motivate yourself again. 

 

 

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At this point I'm just rambling because I have been so emotional in the past 10 hours. 

Someone said this to me

I'll Only take your claims of racism seriously if they are valid. They need to have credibility. 

This is almost like if I was raped and I went to the judge and he told me "I'll only take your claims of rape seriously if they are valid. They need to have credibility." 

This comes with the assumption that I'm already lying. 

How is this fair? 

Was I proved wrong? 

Then why was I considered wrong? 

The problem with such a statement is that it defeats the victim, at least beats them half dead along the way... It's already hard enough to seek justice and most don't even try, so the ones who try are discouraged and disheartened. 

Because you're already telling the victim - "I AM NOT BELIEVING YOU OR AT LEAST THERE IS A POSSIBILITY THAT I WON'T." 

 

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The only thing that brings solace and hope to my soul is this feeling that even if I leave this world, the future will be a good place. It will be a good place because good people will win. That's my hope. Those who create karma will no longer make it to the top group, the esteemed group of people. 

The lower group of people, the nasty mean, low conscious, destructive people, they should go extinct by auto-elimination. They should simply die out. Enough borrowed space and time on earth you megalomaniacs. Time for you to leave this planet for good people.. Your tenancy has expired! Nobody needs your rent. Take your stuff and go out the door, you scum. Take your money and use it to clean your bottoms. 

My wretched soul at least hopes for this outcome. The day I die I will want all bad to be gone. I will want all Tyranny to come to an end. I will want all megalomaniacs to know that their game is over. Time to pack up and get the hell out you abusers, your game is up. God sees ya!!! 

 

Right now I'm getting all Nirvana vibes! 

Just want to place a gun to my chin to feel the smell of death, oh so sweet! 

This too shall pass. 

 

                     

 

 

This planet will only heal the day someone says "I feel what you feel. You're not playing victim. You need nirvana." 

 

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No no no no. You take this too technically. Too logically. You don't understand my pain. My pain cuts deep. 

For you it's a spectacle, for me it's life! 

 

 

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Motivate yourself again. You have to fight the evil in your life. Only you can do this. Nobody can do it for you. 

 

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My soul will only find peace when child abuse comes to an end. 

I can feel the cries and tears of children all around the world. I can feel their pain, their hopelessness, their helplessness and I pray to God that their suffering is heard and felt and they are saved. 

God, you're needed in this soulless world more than ever. Your presence heals and restores. 

You're a savior 

You're a protector 

You're a healer 

You're an angel. Send your angels here. Where are you? 

The world needs healing. The world needs your protection. The world needs saving. 

Banish evil. Bring happiness. Bring hope. Bring peace. Take away suffering. 

Heal our bodies, spirits and hearts. Set us free. Let us be children again in your field of reeds! 

 

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7 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

I was talking about the upper echelon people. The people who are high conscious, wonderful, meaningful, understanding, kind and patient, also educated, smart and hard working. 

They want peace, equilibrium, growth and happiness for everyone. 

 

 

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Let me count. There must be nearly 1000,000 people or more in this world that belong to the upper echelon. 

 

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What is it that you want out of life? 

 

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Aw those sweet nightmares are back again 

 

I imagine myself as a 12 year old kid playing at the beach. And having fun. Then exams and exams and exams. And then depressed, tensed, anxious. 

Ridiculously strange how the brain remembers everything that happens to it

 

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I could have done so much out of this life so much. It's pathetic how this world, society and circumstances desperately sabotage human potential. 

 

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Edited February 15, 2022 by Preety_India

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