Am I on to something or is this just philosophical masturbating?

[BeHereNow]

Living as a human and survival is a very impractical way of God manifesting itself.

Just say I died tomorrow and all of material existence collapsed around me. There's nothing but my consciousness and infinite power to manifest anything imaginable. I honestly don't think I'd want to reincarnate into another human or certainly conjure a planet full of them. 

Sure, from the POV of God all human beings and their behaviour are perfect and flawless. I understand that and I've even became directly conscious of it a few times. But practically speaking from a biased pov, we're very flawed and backward enough to constantly pollute the environment and cause an unnecessary amount of suffering on people and other animals who don't deserve it. While we're all alive and on our two feet these serious problems need to be addressed and solved, but once I'm dead and infinitely conscious, why would I give a shit about Mankind or planet Earth? I wouldn't have any real attachment to this world anymore and the idea of reincarnating as another human in this time or another would seem like I learned nothing from this life. This isn't meant to be some sort of misanthropic rant about the evils of Mankind, I just think the we are naturally flawed creatures and I honestly think there's some sort limit to our understanding of reality, even with awakening and God-realization there's also something a lot more than any of this. Most people would find it blood chillingly horrifying to let go of being a human or living on planet earth, but I think I'd be okay with it. I'd want to be a higher intelligence than this.

Does anyone get what I'm on about or am I looking at this at the wrong angle?

[Tim R]

What if you were also Love?

[peanutspathtotruth]

The only reason you see it this way is that you can't accept (and probably are not seeing yet) that this is all you. Like really really. All of it. Every "other" human and animal, every act of "wrongdoing". This is you. It's very challenging, but as soon as you see that, you would gladly come back.

Aaron Abke in his most recent Law Of One video said something about the graduation process. Of course you want to be a higher density / consciousness being. We're here for ascending all the way. To state the view of The Law of One material: the precise reason we're in this specific predicament of egoic consciousness is that only if we accept all of it(!!), are we seeing clearly enough what we are (Love), and are choosing clearly enough to see this truth. And then, the learning process is complete and we can work on higher consciousness love and understanding. This is really just the beginning, and you're probably sensing that.

So your current view could point out to you that you can look at what exactly makes you repel some part of reality and why you're not loving it. If you have become conscious of the infinity and oneness and love of THIS very this, why can't you love all of it? This is not a question to induce guilt for not loving yourself. This is a question to reveal the guilt and fear that's causing you to divide yourself into lovable and unlovable. It's actually quite simple. I like that view. It's all about forgiveness and love.

Edited February 10, 2022 by peanutspathtotruth

[max duewel]

It is impossible to stay in infinite love forever because it would be selfish of 'it' to not create you and share that with you 

Edited February 10, 2022 by max duewel

[BeHereNow]

@peanutspathtotruth@peanutspathtotruth Those are some interesting points of consideration I was blind to, I'll take a look at what Abke has to say.

(I dunno how to get rid of the quote box my apologies) 

17 minutes ago, peanutspathtotruth said:

 

[RMQualtrough]

There's no choice. Ignore the weird new age cope tbh. It's just the nature of an eternal limitless existence.

I'm only horrified by the seeming inevitability of being "jaunted" and floating in white void for billions of years.

[vladorion]

You won't become infinitely conscious when your body dies. Ignorance doesn't disappear just because you don't have a physical body. The body and physical reality is a tool for God-realization, not something that prevents you from it.

[Breakingthewall]

Imagine that you are a creative artist with a passion for creating. you create matter, galaxies, bacteria, plants....a work of art out of nothing. imagine the beauty of being a plant, or a school of fish. until one day something so complex, so strange, so fascinating occurs to you, such as the structure of the ego, verbal communication, feelings, enlightenment. It would be so fascinating that you could not stop

[Nahm]

11 hours ago, BeHereNow said:

Sure, from the POV of God all human beings and their behaviour are perfect and flawless.

God wouldn’t know what humans, behavior, earth, etc are. There isn’t a pov of God. The Cosmic Joke… God doesn’t know anything. 

[Matthew85]

11 hours ago, BeHereNow said:

Does anyone get what I'm on about or am I looking at this at the wrong angle?

It's not wrong. It's just a limited human viewpoint. You would have a totally different perspective from another level of consciousness. Imagine you are existing in a state where you have total knowing that you are eternal and have existed forever and will continue to exist forever. Nothing brings you more joy than to create and explore endless varieties of different experiences. So you create more and more challenging games to play and puzzles to solve. That leads you to where you are now. 

[axiom]

18 hours ago, BeHereNow said:

Does anyone get what I'm on about or am I looking at this at the wrong angle?

I do.

God is utterly insane, completely lost in a maelstrom of infillions of thought-fractals of its own making. And it has no way out. Ever.

It can't find itself. All it can do is temporarily focus on its tiniest fragments - of which you are one - before getting lost again.

Edited February 11, 2022 by axiom

[allislove]

Philosophical masturbating.

Read some non-dual books to have the pointers, meditate daily to see where pointers point to.