when i kill myself, my parents won't stay back and suffer?

[blankisomeone]

I really don't want them to suffer because I did it

they've tried really hard all their life and i dont want them to think its their fault or something

am i imagining the whole thing? will they be alright

[Loba]

No, they will cry and you will be another statistic and their lives will be ruined.
Why are you feeling this way and what is causing it?
We are souls, not "just" all one, but together in unison.  When you cut yourself out of it prematurely, everyone who is attached to you or knows you will have to adjust.  Even people here.

Edited February 8, 2022 by Loba

[Kksd74628]

@blankisomeone

First of all right NOW let's have a conversation about why would you want to kill yourself then we can discuss this topic if it is necessary to do.

Okay, so what is the reason that you see that you would like to die?

Edited February 9, 2022 by Kksd74628

[Tyler Durden]

They won't suffer because they will disappear from the existence at that exact moment.

[Loba]

@Tyler Durden Says Leo, doesn't say any of my authentic awakening experiences from near death and NOT on drugs, but from acutally letting go getting to live.  Souls are a thing.  I guess you just don't get blessed with that knowledge when you put a drug up your butt.  You get solipsism. 

Edited February 8, 2022 by Loba

[Kksd74628]

@Tyler Durden

First of all that is wrong to say NOW taking account of the situation and also that is quite wrongly worded, because even if you all actualized.org users would go to commit suicide "I" would be here and I would register that which happened. Would you see that your loved ones suffer? - no, because you wouldn't exist then to see that.

But still our job NOW when it is about someones life we need to be extremely sharp when we answer.

[Phoenix11]

Life is a gift and hard things will pass, 

Loss of a fond person in life is always a difficult vibe to face, they might suffer because most parents aren't inclined to mourn their kids, it can be tough on them, atleast for a while.

 

Edited February 9, 2022 by Phoenix11

[Nahm]

Call now. Do not wait. Don’t ruminate on misinformation. Call. 

http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/international-suicide-hotlines.html

Yes, as was said, they will suffer tremendously and their lives will effectively be ruined. 

But more importantly imo… whatever it is… it is felt far worse un-expressed, as a ‘secret’. Allow the experience of talking with a trained specialist. 

There is much, much, much love here for you. ? Feel free to reach out anytime! 

[Leo Gura]

Do not kill yourself.

[allislove]

@blankisomeone jog 5km or take a cold shower ... let the thinking that is in discord with actuality go.

[How to be wise]

What is this forum turning into.

[Loba]

@How to be wise A safe space for people to turn to for help? There isn't anywhere else on the net for people to turn to who are into spirituality and suicidal, it is also a common problem in spirituality - not only because it attracts people seeking an ending to suffering, but because of the things in can bring up.  We just have to expect this and seek to offer appropriate advice/emotional support to the best of our ability as a community with this in mind.

It's not a forum problem, it is a life problem.  People live complicated lives - don't reduce their experience down to "what this forum is turning into".
 

[Terell Kirby]

Don't use this work to justify suicide.

You may know that everything is imaginary, but that doesn't mean your parents do.

You killing yourself will surely guarantee suffering for them.

Edited February 9, 2022 by Terell Kirby

[blankisomeone]

My parents are in a difficult financial situation and they’re now working really hard and it pains me so much to see them working while I lie depressed in my room

Ive disconnected from all friends

I don’t like my personality

among many other reasons...

tsk.. idk what I’ll do

and spirituality is making me have second thoughts about killing myself because now I’m open to the idea of an after death state, and that it won’t be the end, it’ll likely just be a transition maybe to something worse (which adds a loooooot of existential dread on top of everything. Ugh, this weighs on my heart more than anything)

I don’t know. But anyways, after death doesn’t matter. What matters is that I’m sick right now. I’m crying so much it feels like my lungs are eating yhemselves up. And when I think of my parents it makes me wanna throw up because of how ungrateful I am

and when I think of the future i feel like I can’t handle iT

And my sins of procrastination, isolation, arrogance, etc.. I don’t like myself

going to bed now. I hope I don’t wake up tomorrow morning, I really do (fucking cheesy thing to say)

Edited February 9, 2022 by blankisomeone

[PurpleTree]

3 minutes ago, blankisomeone said:

What matters is that I’m sick right now. I’m crying so much it feels like my lungs are eating yhemselves up. And when I think of my parents it makes me wanna throw up because of how ungrateful I am

that's the human struggle 

have you read eckhart tolle?

[blankisomeone]

16 minutes ago, PurpleTree said:

have you read eckhart tolle?

Yes the power of now was the first spiritual thing I read in my life back in 2019

[PurpleTree]

5 minutes ago, blankisomeone said:

Yes the power of now was the first spiritual thing I read in my life back in 2019

mine too but a while ago

most people struggle, some more some less, but most of the struggle isn't as personal as you think

i don't think suicide is an option at this point

[Kksd74628]

@blankisomeone

First of all if you are teenager you shouldn't stress that much about your familys financial situation, because that for real is not your business. If you disconnect from your friends you don't have anyone to talk your feelings to and that can lead to stupid decisions. I am so happy that you asked help from this forum and it would be even better to help beautiful souls like you to make most of your life and maybe help your parents on the way. I mean if you think what would be the best thing to happen your parents that would be you to be happy and that alone could put smile on their faces and I guess that you would like to do that.

After some x amount of time helping first yourself to grow and enjoy life at the fullest I am 100 % sure that you have potential to help them. That you have passion to help them is actually very heart warming to hear and from alone that I can guarantee that you will enjoy life a lot, but first before we get to that we need to talk about what are your plans to put that thought into action.

Much love, you golden <3 <3 <3

Edited February 9, 2022 by Kksd74628

[Leo Gura]

@blankisomeone Just tough it out. Embrace the challenge of life. Later you'll be glad you did.

Just because life gets hard is no reason to kill yourself. It's a time to reflect and rethink your lifestyle and future.

[Kksd74628]

 

@blankisomeone

Life is tough, but so am I.

There are challenges, but they teach me valuable lesson and I should be guided by the world.

And lastly give more love to world that you have ever had yourself and that will make you very strong and loving person <3

Edited February 9, 2022 by Kksd74628