Is Understanding as Nuanced as Feeling?

[Julian gabriel]

The question of: where have you been? if answered to the point of perfection would contain the subtle schema of an individuals identity and understanding and plans and regrets and of course far more, comprised into one. 

At a certain point of interconnection ignorance becomes understanding, identifying becomes seeing as an other, and feelings become numbness.

But before that level of interconnection and seeing, where is the true nuance in existence as a human?

(the answer could be different for different people)

It seems to me that an experienced of something so nuanced that it is as shocking as death and yet as palpable as life is what Leo and the rest of us are chasing with this greater and greater self understanding. Something to shock us into silence because of how much noise it makes. 

Edited February 3, 2022 by Julian gabriel

[Preety_India]

1 hour ago, Julian gabriel said:

At a certain point of interconnection ignorance becomes understanding, identifying becomes seeing as an other, and feelings become numbness.

I'm unable to make sense of this sentence.