Not Giving A F

[spicy_pickles]

I feel like I'm getting closer to this. 

Just all the BS that's happened in the past three weeks, I'm just so sick and tired of giving my attention to things I cannot control. Sure, it hurts to know that someone could plant information in someone's head and suddenly that individual thinks I'm horrible. What can I do?  Nothing. I want to spend my day alone lounging around and reading books?  Who cares?  Why am I trying to meet everyone's needs?

So much piled up recently.  I don't know, but it was enough for me to prioritize things.  As minor as it sounds, I haven't spent a dime on eating out for lunch or buying coffees every day  I've made a budget  I've taken proactive steps to drastically reduce my debt as opposed to just paying off the monthly minimums.  I've been reading more, learning more, expressing more.  

i feel like I'm on the right track now. I need to keep this up.  

Edited January 11, 2017 by spicy_pickles

[Bob84]

Sounds good . You shouldn't have any reason not to keep it up!
If you do, ill call it bullshit before knowing what it is

No shortcuts, no magical guy in the sky. When we want something we must work for it.
Waiting for change (or believing obama ) and just stilling on your ass is always a bad idea.

[aurum]

Whenever I go through some bullshit and feel resistance, I try to look at it like it's a message telling me to detach. Easier said than done. But this simple reframe can definitely help in tough situations.