Posted January 30, 2022 I'm a chick, I'm okay with her, nothing really gives me any red flags or anything like that. I feel like I can pick up on that stuff better than guys can and she seems totally fine. She come across as smart, sweet and enjoys what she is talking about. She just happens to be pretty, which could be why she gets more controversy. Don't judge people for how they look, just listen to what they say. You can even put on the captions and read those instead of looking if you want to be sure she is authentic. Then all you get is just the "word" itself - message, without any projection onto the person. I do this a lot with teachers to see who is authentic and who isn't. Really, give it a shot, just listen to her as a person and let go of her being attractive and you might see that you have a bias. And that's okay, too. I get biases sometimes, it happens - or triggers, you know? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 A trigger indicates a part of reality you haven't faced and integrated, or tried to genuinely understand yet. Which is precisely why the most helpful thing you can do for yourself is ignore your instinct to move away from it, and actually B-line directly towards it. Of course that's easier said than done, but at least now you don't have the excuse of not knowing any better . I want you to imagine the most toxic, annoying, unhealthy modern progressive person you can. Someone who gets triggered by everything. You've probably seen them in clips on the internet, having some sort of breakdown or screaming during some unhinged rant. These are examples of people who refuse to face anything uncomfortable, either about themselves or the world around them. They let their triggers consume them. They don't take any responsibility for anything, thus end up being deeply perpetual victims that are dysfunctional, and typically reliant on others for most things in life. From such a state it's hard to get anything accomplished or extract any joy out of life. So make it a priority to face your triggers. Have you ever noticed how the most developed, healthy, or enlightened people never get triggered by anything? There is almost nothing you could say or show them that would offend or upset them. In a way they are actually invulnerable. That's a pretty inspiring goal if you ask me. Imagine what you could do if you were invulnerable. hrhrhtewgfegege Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 There is nothing to face, nothing to integrate, no triggering to fix. This is the very message. Everyone is waiting for eternity but the Shaman asks: "how about today?" Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 1 hour ago, PurpleTree said: i'm not triggered by her. she seems cool. but she also scares me a bit, like i'd be scared to sleep next to her that she suffocates me with a pillow while telling me god is love or something @PurpleTree wtf hahaghahhahahhh have you smoked to much 5 meo again?? Please do not take anything I say as an insult. I have 17 warning points and I'd like to stay on this forum. You are Love. 1 year meditation, 1 hour daily https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/76489-1-year-meditation-1h-daily-start-at-100122/ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 It's annoying cause it's not gonna wake you up. You can practice all that human self-love till you are blue in the face but it is not what creates awakening. Your state of consciousness must change. You are God. You are Truth. You are Love. You are Infinity. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 25 minutes ago, Gregory1 said: @PurpleTree wtf hahaghahhahahhh have you smoked to much 5 meo again?? i've actually never had 5-meo unfortunately Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 5 minutes ago, Leo Gura said: It's annoying cause it's not gonna wake you up. You can practice all that human self-love till you are blue in the face but it is not what creates awakening. Your state of consciousness must change. It has a higher chance of producing a permanent shift than taking drugs till you're blue in the face. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 2 minutes ago, Leo Gura said: It's annoying cause it's not gonna wake you up. You can practice all that human self-love till you are blue in the face but it is not what creates awakening. Your state of consciousness much change. Are you serious? Self-love creates awakening experiences for SURE. There is so much dysfunction that can happen to a person who doesn't view themselves in positive regard. It creates a huge amount of the problems in this world. Self-love, even "human" self-love, is so essential. I have mobilized myself towards amazing insights by accepting and loving myself as a person. It's key. Much of my neurosis went away through self-love. It is still a work in progress, but the amount of growth that happened through acceptance of the human self was a work of art. A blossoming. A humbling. We need as many people out there as we can get preaching self-love. It is one of the main ways towards awakening. My creativity has come through, I feel free when I can accept myself and when that happens, it allows free association to happen easier, which is how I get to having insights that eventually kill the ego and lead towards an awakening experience. Self-love is not just a small step, it is the whole point. There's nothing annoying about a message like that unless you have a bias somewhere. It will wake people up. Self-love is huge. It's amazing. It's influential. It is divine. It is the path towards loving others for who they are. So much suffering in the world is caused by people hating themselves. I used to hate myself, I would sit in agony, because it felt so wrong to hate myself, but the world trained this in me because I was different. So when I accepted myself, I didn't... fight. Reality. I am smart person. And I am a good person. I am just flawed. But normally so. And this is okay. I am okay. I deserve to be loved, and I should offer Love. Idk dude, it just doesn't mesh well - self-love goes so deep. It is so pivotal. For so many. It makes you treat the world better, yourself, it could be the elixir towards world peace. You can't unify anything without Love towards the human self. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 2 minutes ago, Loba said: Are you serious? Self-love creates awakening experiences for SURE. There is so much dysfunction that can happen to a person who doesn't view themselves in positive regard. It creates a huge amount of the problems in this world. Self-love, even "human" self-love, is so essential. I have mobilized myself towards amazing insights by accepting and loving myself as a person. It's key. Much of my neurosis went away through self-love. It is still a work in progress, but the amount of growth that happened through acceptance of the human self was a work of art. A blossoming. A humbling. We need as many people out there as we can get preaching self-love. It is one of the main ways towards awakening. My creativity has come through, I feel free when I can accept myself and when that happens, it allows free association to happen easier, which is how I get to having insights that eventually kill the ego and lead towards an awakening experience. Self-love is not just a small step, it is the whole point. There's nothing annoying about a message like that unless you have a bias somewhere. It will wake people up. Self-love is huge. It's amazing. It's influential. It is divine. It is the path towards loving others for who they are. So much suffering in the world is caused by people hating themselves. I used to hate myself, I would sit in agony, because it felt so wrong to hate myself, but the world trained this in me because I was different. So when I accepted myself, I didn't... fight. Reality. I am smart person. And I am a good person. I am just flawed. But normally so. And this is okay. I am okay. I deserve to be loved, and I should offer Love. Idk dude, it just doesn't mesh well - self-love goes so deep. It is so pivotal. For so many. It makes you treat the world better, yourself, it could be the elixir towards world peace. You can't unify anything without Love towards the human self. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 @PurpleTree So if he knows this, then what is annoying about her message, I don't get it. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 11 minutes ago, vladorion said: It has a higher chance of producing a permanent shift than taking drugs till you're blue in the face. Lol You are God. You are Truth. You are Love. You are Infinity. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 21 minutes ago, Leo Gura said: It's annoying cause it's not gonna wake you up. You can practice all that human self-love till you are blue in the face but it is not what creates awakening. Your state of consciousness must change. Unfortunately, i dont have a access to a bunch of psychedelics. And i dont know if Anna has either, at least she doesn't talk about them. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 2 minutes ago, Evoke said: Unfortunately, i dont have a access to a bunch of psychedelics. And i dont know if Anna has either, at least she doesn't talk about them. it's fine you can have mystical experiences with meditation etc. i've had some mystical experiences after listening to a lot of Echkhart Tolle and looking at trees Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 Just now, PurpleTree said: it's fine you can have mystical experiences with meditation etc. i've had some mystical experiences after listening to a lot of Echkhart Tolle and looking at trees Actually, i meditated for 40 minutes then watched the video again. It resonated more this time, but then again, i might be fooling myself. And i want to feel that in my everyday experience, not only after a meditation session. It wears off quickly. But so does psychedelics, the few time i have taken them. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 17 minutes ago, Evoke said: Unfortunately, i dont have a access to a bunch of psychedelics. And i dont know if Anna has either, at least she doesn't talk about them. The Universe doesn't care about your excuses. You are God. You are Truth. You are Love. You are Infinity. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 35 minutes ago, vladorion said: It has a higher chance of producing a permanent shift than taking drugs till you're blue in the face. Ahahahhahh @vladorion that's true. Love you<3 Please do not take anything I say as an insult. I have 17 warning points and I'd like to stay on this forum. You are Love. 1 year meditation, 1 hour daily https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/76489-1-year-meditation-1h-daily-start-at-100122/ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 2 minutes ago, Leo Gura said: The Universe doesn't care about your excuses. The dude from Psychedsubstance doesn't seem to radiate much self-love from my point of view, and he has taken more than anyone i know. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 (edited) 1 hour ago, Loba said: but she also scares me a bit, like i'd be scared to sleep next to her that she suffocates me with a pillow while telling me god is love or something absolutely. comes to your bed smiling saying that you are love, with a large kitchen knife My feeling is that she's a narc, only focused in herself Edited January 30, 2022 by Breakingthewall Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 @Breakingthewall I didn't write that. I don't get narc vibes at all. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 30, 2022 (edited) 20 minutes ago, Loba said: @Breakingthewall I didn't write that. I don't get narc vibes at all. Yah was written by purple tree, a mistake of the site. I feel that vibes , but maybe im wrong I feel as if all the time she says: look at me, I feel great, I am love. you could be too (ahem) Edited January 30, 2022 by Breakingthewall Share this post Link to post Share on other sites