Going manic af on SNRIs story

[Cathal]

Just a story about skyrocketing to heaven and plummeting into hell.

The story is basically about why you should be very critical towards the systems you are getting involved in and questioning the way you assume the people you adopt as authority figures because of there status in soceity know what best for you is what is actually best for you (going to psychiatry, getting evaluated, pharmacueticals, psychology)

As in really explore and think for yourself are these societal systematic mental health systems actually going to help me change myself? There are so many options for you it's really crazy, the real question tho is more like what are your belief systems regarding what you can and cannot do for yourself

[Gianna]

Wow, so insane! Thank you for sharing.  

[Cathal]

like imagine you lay down on a bed, get up, lay down, get up for hours on end without even caring because it feels so intense/good, mania is the worst/best time of your life, you can see in both those ways haha

[Gianna]

What you were describing at 4:22 is called bulbous-teeny. Have you heard of it? Or at least it sounds like that’s what you were experiencing. It’s a physiological response/sensation (like the one you were describing) that happens when you reintegrate the purity that comes after purging out your burdens. 

[Cathal]

@Gianna never heard of that term, yeah i remember it like it happened a moment ago it's i was shedding a both within a body and all that was left was a very intense feeling of limitless love but it felt like i couldn't contain and was just endless and racing in expansion and i was losing my fucking mind. but hey at least it gave me my first real clue of what i was looking for 

[Gianna]

9 minutes ago, catcat69123 said:

but hey at least it gave me my first real clue of what i was looking for 

Yeah, that’s everything!