Should I take LSD?

[Blackhawk]

I have taken psychedelics (2C-B-FLY) once, it gave me a hell experience and some mental problems for years.

I have also taken weed once, it also gave me a hell experience.

I have also got (kinda the same) hell experiences when sober.

So should I try LSD now? I'm pretty sure that it will give me a hell experience too.

If I take LSD it will be like playing russian roulette with my sanity at stake. The only reason why I even consider taking the risk is because I'm desperate for my life to get better. Basically my choices is suicide or risk getting insane by taking psychedelics. It would be better to be dead than be alive and insane, so.. I don't know. It's not a easy choice.

I'm not saying that I'm seriously considering suicide right now (but I did before), but probably I will seriously consider it again a bit later in my life.

So should I take LSD or not?

Edited January 18, 2022 by Blackhawk

[Salvijus]

Better take a shower and clean your room. That will be 10x times more progress on your wellbeing then lsd imo.

Edited January 18, 2022 by Salvijus

[Ananta]

48 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

If I take LSD it will be like playing russian roulette with my sanity at stake.

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49 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

So should I take LSD or not?

 

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[PurpleTree]

nope

[Blackhawk]

38 minutes ago, Ananta said:

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Ok then, I will suffer for some years more and then committ suicide.

[PurpleTree]

12 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

Ok then, I will suffer for some years more and then committ suicide.

 

psa: i don't recommend illegal substances to anyone 

Edited January 18, 2022 by PurpleTree

[Ananta]

2 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

Ok then, I will suffer for some years more and then committ suicide.

There are other ways to help yourself. You just refuse to do any of them, so I won't go into it here. If you want to risk taking LSD then go ahead, but asking ppl on the forum if it's a good idea is not too smart. You already know you are at greater risk then others to have a bad trip and to continue having issues. It's already happen WITH OUT LSD.

[Cathal]

Why don't you just do a lower dose if you aren't ready to let go on a high dose? you can work on your issues, gain insight and understanding without having to lose control

What are you looking for when using psychedelics?

[Preety_India]

Based on my interaction with you - NO.

 

[LSD-Rumi]

@Blackhawk stick to microdosing.

[Blackhawk]

5 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

Based on my interaction with you - NO.

Can you elaborate?

[Preety_India]

Just now, Blackhawk said:

Can you elaborate?

Please don't be offended. If I'm trying to be honest with you, it's only for your own good. There is zero benefit for me. 

Based on my interaction with you, you're highly intelligent individual yet it seems you're a bit emotionally unstable. 

In such a situation, LSD is not a safe option for you, or any other psychedelic for that matter. 

Just a suggestion. Of course the final choice is yours. 

 

[Blackhawk]

4 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

Please don't be offended. If I'm trying to be honest with you, it's only for your own good. There is zero benefit for me. 

Based on my interaction with you, you're highly intelligent individual yet it seems you're a bit emotionally unstable. 

In such a situation, LSD is not a safe option for you, or any other psychedelic for that matter. 

Just a suggestion. Of course the final choice is yours. 

I'm surprised that you think I'm emotionally unstable just based on our little talking.

But yes, you are right that I'm emotionally unstable.

Edited January 18, 2022 by Blackhawk

[Preety_India]

4 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

I'm surprised that you think I'm emotionally unstable just based on our little talking.

But yes, you are right that I'm emotionally unstable.

Lololololol. I know you lol. Won't say much but I only wish to help you. 

You better take care though. 

And no suicide, okay! 

 

[Chris365]

Before commiting suicide, take a breakthrough dose of 5 Meo DMT. Nothing to lose, right?

Or take it now, no more beating around the bush of the mind...

[Michal__]

Why are you considering suicide?

[OBEler]

I would recommend microdosing lsd which makes you more emotional unstable but only at the beginning. You will grow with every week. 

You either Deal with your emotions or you should never ever take a normal dose. 

 

[Gregory1]

Take LSD. It's healthy.

[Tristan12]

@Blackhawk In your situation I would only recommend taking psychedelics if its for healing trauma/emotional wounds, in which case something like a mushroom/MDMA combo would be better than just LSD, but even then, because of how psychedelics have been for you in the past, I would recommend trying to resolve your issues sober first and only taking psychedelics if you think absolutely necessary. Based on what you wrote its obvious that they are very risky for you so it wouldn't be smart for you to take them right now 

[4201]

@Blackhawk Can you give us more context about the trip that went poorly? Did your prepare for this trip? What intentions did you have prior to tripping (did you do it to help yourself or was it for some other reason?) Can you think of any reason why it went poorly? What was the dose?

Edited January 18, 2022 by 4201