Sharing something concerning awakening

[Mosess]

I woke up.

Ofcourse, i wanted more than anything to wake up those whom i thought i loved. That is, my closest friends, and the family that i am still living with.

Last night in Egypt, i was laying on my bed. It was 3 AM, just laying there doing nothing.

I realized a couple minutes later that the body was moving, back and forth, on its own. For the first 5 seconds, i assumed it was the body releasing energy, since that happens occasionally while i meditate. However, i heard the doors knocking on their own. That was weird, the only time the doors knock on their own is when my cat opens it, and my car was sleeping next to me.

It was an earthquake, a big one (which i later discovered had a magnitude of 6.6) that everyone seemed to have noticed, including my family members.

The bodies reaction of the realization that the ceiling could collapse on it any second was, it simply let go. No fear whatsoever, while my older brother was literally holding onto the walls.

fortunately, Nothing really happened to anyone, although i wanted something too. I wanted them to realize that they could have died. Then, it hit me. Freedom from the urge to "wake people up to reality". 

That thought came up on my mind:

"If an earthquake this big did not wake them up to the fact that it was all going to go poof, how the fuck should i convey that to them using a bunch of meaningless words?"

Those who are open, shall receive,

those who aren't, shall watch the blessings go by.

I'm done

 

  

 

 

[Sugarcoat]

@Mosess Nice post, glad it happened to you. It´s fascinating how quickly and spontaneously certain desires/beliefs/tensions can fall away.