Emotions part 2

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I started this Vastu Shastra journal 4 hours ago at 4 pm. Now it's 8 pm. 

 

Vastu shastra or Indian Feng SHUI

 

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Emotions part 2

Emotions part 1

Important statements

 

Edited January 20, 2022 by Preety_India

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Update January 20, 2022 9.41 pm

Bringing back balance and grounding. 

I meditated for 10 mins. 

 

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Update January 20, 2022 11 pm

When you have spent the whole day working hard. 

      

 

 

Edited January 20, 2022 by Preety_India

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Update January 20, 2022 11 pm

When you have spent the whole day working hard. 

      

 

How do i feel? 

I'm not sure. 

It seems like I just decided to go with the flow. 

Was it anxiety? 

Could be. 

 

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I finally want to relax. 

I threw up yesterday and I remember that 

 

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I saw my mom reach out to a basket and hurry to the kitchen. 

At least I felt good.. 

I woke up not feeling guilty. 

Without nightmares. 

 

 

 

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Yep this gif kinda motivates me to work hard.. 

 

 

Edited January 21, 2022 by Preety_India

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Thank freaking God that I slept. 

I thought I just wasn't going to sleep. 

 

Edited January 21, 2022 by Preety_India

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I feel like relaxing and grounding myself. 

I have come to a point of spiritual maturity where I have learned to let go of all the negativity in the world. 

If someone says hurtful unempathetic insensitive things about the world, then learn to let it go. Because you can't change people and their lack of empathy. 

 

 

 

 

Important statements

Edited January 21, 2022 by Preety_India

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19 hours ago, Preety_India said:

So here I need to focus on three things —

 

—Nature of Emotions 

 

—Track and management of time 

 

—Nature of actions 

Also keep a track on the outcome of things. 

And see what aligns and what doesn't align. Alignment is key. 

Does this align with who I am and what I want? 

Are you doing things that are more in alignment with what you want or are you spending your time doing things that your life is not aligned with? 

• Nature of Emotions 
• Track and management of time
• Nature of actions 
• Measure the nature of outcome
• Seek alignment 

 

 

I really think the quickest way to raise yourself out of whatever pit you're in is to just align yourself with whatever you think is the most important thing to do and give yourself to it and surrender the resistance from a self that would rather masterbathe smoke weed and play the Sims. If you only wait around for a spark of inspiration while needlessly suffering a meaningless life you aren't on the right page, I don't think you can find your purpose through thought, it just comes to you.

 

If you are deeply suffering you are not seeking purpose but relief, and when time comes to do the right thing or attach to relief you will attach to relief, so just take care of yourself first before you go doing anything. Get financially independant and fulfill your emotional needs. It will strangle you if you don't.

 

The possibility to be entangeled by your emotional needs and egoic triggers like ambition will completely cloud your clarity to your purpose. But I guess I would just ask myself the question: What is wrong with world? And work from that point onwards. 

 

Those are just my thoughts from where I was at a year ago and now trying to find purpose and understanding, entering my dark night and feeling alive again. I just made a yt vid bout that if you wanna check it out.

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https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/76820-a-purpose-cannot-be-found/

 

https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/76820-a-purpose-cannot-be-found/

 

 

 

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Important statements

Emotions part 1

Emotions part 2

Emotions part 3

Emotions part 4

 

 

Edited January 21, 2022 by Preety_India