Ideas on what to do feeling down after postponing my thesis - Dating advice

ValiantSalvatore · January 4, 2022

Hey there I basically just postponed my thesis and went through some financial stuff with my family so everything is A okay. The point is I am not very proud or happy to having to postpone my thesis as I did not do enough and some advice that I receive here generally can make me feel rather depressed as I am highly sensetive as a person.

The point is I basically have the number and she liked me of my sort of 10/10 girl/women/being w/e. The point is I told her I postponed my thesis by 2 months so something very neutral as well as that the prof is quite demanding he taught at Columbia University so I never know wtf I am getting into, yet I like him.

Any ideas on how to proceed I am currently just not in any mood and can't think of anything positive as well as feel stiffled and blame/guilt trip myself currently as I am not even after doing so much work at any place I want to be, especially considering suicidal thoughts etc. I did not want to start dating to begin with, yet it's better to address the underlying problem than to avoid it.

Like I mentioned before in an other post my psychologist basically gave me a go to date. Yet I still feel very guilty about how things turn out and taking full responsibillity I basically have to correct others a lot in my life as this is stuff sometimes where I do not have full influence in and that is basically my circle of influence to take the initiative and speak to the person etc. In this case the financial situation with my family as I am a person that really needs clarity. Like utterly.
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Any ideas on what to do I feel rather depressed as a feeling not a constant state at the moment. I do have a date tomorrow with another girl from online, yet I basically want to meet the 10/10 girl as I intuit she'd just be the right kind of person. She also does not live as far away, so pratically speaking everything would be better.

We only talked about animes so far, and the 10/10 basically liked me and gave me her number rather quickly. Any ideas on how to proceed after telling her I postponed my thesis for 2 months, I am not in a very good mood as I am very angry at myself etc.

Edited January 4, 2022 by ValiantSalvatore