i wish i had a better social circle (rant)

[PurpleTree]

i do have friends and always had

but because of a social anxiety and sensitivity i find it often hard to keep up

then i had friends that lived in shared apartments (not with me) where i could just go and party sometimes when i felt good and social enough or whatever

but now with covid etc. things didn't get easier

and now it's new years and because i didn't plan anything nobody is around and many things are closed

it's a bit lonely

i often like to be alone but when i get the urge to see people and nobody is around or at home then it f'n sucks

[DManKee]

@PurpleTree Happy New Year's! Sending you tons of hugs and love from Spain! ??

[PurpleTree]

2 minutes ago, DManKee said:

@PurpleTree Happy New Year's! Sending you tons of hugs and love from Spain! ??

thanks same to you.

[PurpleTree]

i could just pour different (legal) substances into me

listen to some motivational music

go to an escort

catch omicron and call it a day/year  

[Hardkill]

2 hours ago, PurpleTree said:

i do have friends and always had

but because of a social anxiety and sensitivity i find it often hard to keep up

then i had friends that lived in shared apartments (not with me) where i could just go and party sometimes when i felt good and social enough or whatever

but now with covid etc. things didn't get easier

and now it's new years and because i didn't plan anything nobody is around and many things are closed

it's a bit lonely

i often like to be alone but when i get the urge to see people and nobody is around or at home then it f'n sucks

I totally feel this way now too.

I hope that COVID will finally be under enough control soon enough.

 

[B222]

Lose friends but gain peace, sounds like a fair trade to me ?