How to keep it going?

[El Duderino]

I had my last awakening 7 months ago. Days were filled with love and joy and I saw beauty in everything. Now I find myself slowly moving away from being God to being an animal. More desires, more nonsense, more suffering.

My question, how to keep it going? I haven't done psychedelics, i don't think my circumstances are much approving of that. I've heard that meditation takes too long. However, I'm willing to do that if there's no other way.

I'd like to hear your opinion. How to experience God again? And how to stay in that experience?

Peace.

[Nahm]

If you are having awakenings, it’s not really awakening it’s spiritual ego… experience(s) being labelled awakening(s) and identified by. Conjecture. With ‘real’ or ‘actual’ awakening, there’s no identity, no thoughts therein, and thus there isn’t the craving & aversion. Cessation. 

That meditation takes too long, and that God could be experienced, are thoughts which are let go in meditation. 

[Mason Riggle]

@El Duderino I may be wrong, but it occurs to me to think about this like normal waking.. how long can you stay awake before you unwillingly fall back asleep, only to awaken again when you are ready, or circumstances force you to awaken?