Broad suggestions and specific suggestions

[Preety_India]

Type here. 

[Preety_India]

Another bump. What does this mean. 

 

 

Edited December 20, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Whenever I will encounter a forum related distraction I'll label it as "another bump on the road. No 1,2,3." so on. 

 

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https://www.myjournalate.com/a/entry?id=659155&nonce=1639991657

 

[Preety_India]

And one of the things that I would want a therapist to do is to offer me broad suggestions and specific suggestions as well. 

 

[Preety_India]

I'm slowly recovering to a stable state. 

It's December 20.

 

Edited December 20, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Journaling interruptions. 

• The whole month of November I was doing pretty good with all my projects. That's the time I was uploading all the art and doing Taskmasters. 
• Well let me have a look again at my last assessment card and Taskmaster. 

I had just started working on productivity skills 

 

This was the post from December 4 I guess

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Edited December 20, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I sent you a pm message. Please read.

 

[Preety_India]

This was on December 8.

And this was on December 8 as well. 

 

Edited December 21, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

So the second interruption occurred on December 8.

And the first one occurred on November 28.

 

This is on December 10.

I have maintained some consistency till December 10.

 

Edited December 21, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

So this was my last entry in that journal. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I was going through turbulent emotions on December 11.

My inner wounds were still fresh and I was trying to cope. 

I spent the next few days gardening to take my mind off of things. 

I think this was continued in my next live journal —

I was too busy gardening for the next 3 days beginning December 12 till December 15 and that seems to be last entry on the journal before the fresh entry yesterday. 

 

So this was till December 15.

I had taken ill on December 16 and wasn't keeping well and was trying to recuperate. 

So that was December 16, 17 and 18. 

Nearly 3 days to feel better. 

In the middle of things there was the ghost that came back. The ghost that existed on November 28. 

And there were a bunch of comments from 2 people in the Self Actualization section under a stupid most nonsensical thread. People not minding their own business. 

So there was that. Which specific date (because almost every 4th day there is a problem on this forum). 

So the specific date when that thread was opened was December 14. And the Comment was made on December 15. And it left a sour taste in my mouth. 

So there was no mental peace on that day and I was stressed out. 

So by December 16, I was totally stressed out. 

Then December 17 was my father's death anniversary and I was having a real tough time. 

It was December 18 when the ghost returned back and my anxiety began to climb. 

My anxiety was worse that day. 

The next interruption happened on December 19/20 and it completely felt me feeling sick and drained. That's when I decided that I was done with this forum. 

To be honest I'm finally pretty much done for good. 

These are my final touches. 

I don't want anything anymore. 

I will block my messenger for good 

There is nothing good that's ever going to come out. So there is nothing good to expect. 

 

 

 

 

Edited December 21, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

It's time for a wrap up. I'm done with this whole chapter. Time to move on again and get rid of old ghosts. 

 

 

Edited December 21, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I think I can finally move on in peace. I had predicted back in September that It won't be until December that I find peace 

As usual everything always goes the way I predict it. 

I have no idea but my sense of intuition is pretty sharp. 

 

[Preety_India]

Next time any interruption occurs I'm simply going to record it as "another interruption." 

Back to assessment cards and Taskmasters. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

At least this is how the forum appears. 

 

 

 

How to avoid the forum completely. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

How to avoid the forum completely. 

 

• First login to the forum 
• Close all sections 
• Click on the far right icon to do so. 
• Even close the "other" section 
• Click on your username 
• Go to your profile. This is your v room. 
• Stay on your profile. 
• No more peeping on the forum 
• There is no annoyance/disturbance on your profile 
• If you don't like it then go to your profile, hover over the top right of the recent profile visitors section and click "disable this block". Done 
• Now there is peace on your profile 
• If anyone wants to discuss something they can do so in pm. Right? 
• Click on your activity tab 
• Click on whatever topics you have 
• Now make your entries 
• Once you're done, then log off and go back to work /sleep 

 

Edited December 21, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Have i successfully avoided the forum today? 

Answer - YES

[Preety_India]

A brand new idea on avoiding the journal section altogether is to simply collapse the whole section. 

All you have to do is simply visit your own profile. 

That way you simply avoid all the mess that this forum is. 

Just stay on your own profile. That's your room. That's your privacy. 

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This feels better already. 

 

Edited December 21, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I can focus back on my work finally. 

One representation for this is vXk.. That's the symbol of focus and continuum. 

 

I'll write that in the middle of a page with design around it. 

✿•.¸¸.•*`*•✿vXk✿•.¸¸.•*`*•.•✿☼

 

 

 

Edited December 21, 2021 by Preety_India