I am bothered by evil entities, I’m not sure how to get help

[Kay100]

I hope this post doesn’t get deleted. I’m not high on drug and insane or anything, it’s real although I didn’t want to believe it at first...

 

I know this is mainly self development forum, but maybe I can get some help with the spiritual problem too.

 I’m not sure if people here believe in evil entities controlling people’s consciousness or not, but it’s actually happening to me and around me.....

 

I really need some help right now... I finally figured out what the problem is... 

 

I’m kind of certain that there is one or more evil entities that’s around me... so I recently had weight loss and I started to get problems with being anxious in public. It’s been a while and I have made lots of progress in grounding myself. But recently the problem got worse when in public. I get lots of ‘evil eye’ kind of attention, but it doesn’t really make sense. I know I’m slim now, but I’m by far not good looking. It really doesn’t make sense that I get lots of ‘evil eye’. Now I finally realize, it’s actually the evil entities that are around me that are controlling all that. It’s like, no matter where I go, the evil entities would make people get attention on me, and it’s sending out these false vibes, people think those vibes are from me, but those are actually from those evil entities. But nobody would thought of that there’s any evil entity around so people would think that I’m sending out those vibes. But actually I’m not but it’s not in my control.

 

Ok so there’s reason why the evil entities get around me because I do have the side of me that is over active. Like the masculine energy maybe... but I have already tried a long time to calm myself more, so it’s not that much now. But I know that the evil entity is trying to magnify it. So it’s actually not me...

 

So now I can realize more clearly what the evil entity is doing. So it’s sending out these vibes, make people think I’m more cool or attractive than I really am. And then people think I’m sending out those vibes and then I think the evil entity control people’s mind and everyone start to act defensive or competitive, for no reason, but people don’t realize that.....

 

I know it’s not normal that people behave like that because before the evil entities become active, life was normal for many years. So I know what normal life is over here... it’s so clear that it’s the evil spirits controlling everything.....

 

So recently it’s gotten a lot worse I tried imagine shields when I’m out so that the bad vibes from the evil entities don’t affect people, but it didn’t work much..... I tried all kinds of crystals but didn’t help much.....

 

I feel like it’s controlling my neighborhood and the wierd thing is like people around think like my spirit can reach to other houses but I can’t, but the evil entity can. I have no idea what other houses might thought... but it must be evil entities for sure..... but I really don’t know what it was..... so nobody would thought there’s any evil entity so just think it’s me, but I have no idea.....

 

I don’t know why I keep praying to God, gardian angels, nothing worked.....

 

Hope people in this group can help..... I don’t know why it’s happening.... people in this group might know..... 

 

I have tried get help from healers before but didn’t find the right ones..... I think the evil entity must have been making obstacles....

 

Hope can get real helpful healers in this group to help.... thanks ?

 

Ok I can add too there’s other ways the evil entities work. It happens on and off. Sometimes when I’m watching tv I feel like I can disturb the mind of the people in tv. Like the 2 tv presenters facing the screen, if I look at the screen I feel like my eyes can kind of ‘see through the screen’ and disturb their thoughts…. but actually I’m not able to do that, it’s the evil entity that’s doing it…. but it’s not happening now so it’s good…. but yesterday I think it did and when that happens I can’t watch tv…. but today it’s not happening 

[Kay100]

The good thing about realizing that this is all evil entity’s doing is that, before I realized this, I thought are people all so bad, when I become thin no one is nice anymore... now I know it’s not like that... it’s the evil entity that’s at the background...... that’s good to know that normally people are still mostly nice... that’s a relief for me... when I somehow get rid of the evil entities, life will be back to normal again.....

Another thing that’s helpful to realize is about myself..... the evil entity is trying to make me believe that somehow I’m really good..... but now I realize that’s just how those evil trying to control me... now I can see how I actually am, I’m not confused by the evil entities anymore... it’s a relief..... now I know I’m not the smartest or prettiest.... funny I could ever believed that.... but it’s truly a relief.....

[Leo Gura]

4 hours ago, Kay100 said:

I’m kind of certain that there is one or more evil entities that’s around me... so I recently had weight loss and I started to get problems with being anxious in public. It’s been a while and I have made lots of progress in grounding myself. But recently the problem got worse when in public. I get lots of ‘evil eye’ kind of attention, but it doesn’t really make sense. I know I’m slim now, but I’m by far not good looking. It really doesn’t make sense that I get lots of ‘evil eye’. Now I finally realize, it’s actually the evil entities that are around me that are controlling all that. It’s like, no matter where I go, the evil entities would make people get attention on me, and it’s sending out these false vibes, people think those vibes are from me, but those are actually from those evil entities. But nobody would thought of that there’s any evil entity around so people would think that I’m sending out those vibes. But actually I’m not but it’s not in my control.

Have you actually ever seen an evil entity? Describe what it looks like.

Be very careful about how you project your mind into others and the world at large.

Maybe it's you who is sending out creepy vibes. Wouldn't be so uncommon.

[tsuki]

@Kay100 I had one instance of a disembodied entity occupying space in my home.

First of all, realize that these entities are not dangerous. They are attracted to sensitive people and enjoy the attention you are giving them. The more you personalize them and the more you dress them up in mysticalities, the more they are willing to play these games with you. Your fear and other reactions feeds them. 

In my case, it was probably a dead person looking for something. It enjoyed showing its presence at night, to the point where I was waking up, thinking that someone is in my empty flat. Or it would show up as a foreign presence in a forest, behind trees, when it was barely out of my field of view. My wife had vivid dreams of a dead acquaintance few days beforehand.

To get rid of it, I did several things. First of all, I noticed that it enjoyed staying around a black chair that I had at home. It liked black a lot, so I covered that chair with colorful clothes. When I did that, the entity threw a bauble off my Christmas tree.  I also spread these colors around the house in places that were not lively enough. When I did that, It cornered itself in my wife's study that I usually don't sit in. So, I claimed that space with white sage smoke. 

After I did that for two days, white sage and lots of colors, the entity disappeared. Haven't seen it in a year. All of these things that I did ware purely intuitive, I was sure that this was the right thing to do. Maybe if you got to know your entities better, you could understand why they are attracted to you?

Edited December 14, 2021 by tsuki

[tsuki]

Also, it may be important that this entity visited after I had a visitor from abroad that was very distressed, enormous shadow, to the point where he would visibly switch between two personalities. The shadow was so large, that he barely was able to tell what he was doing when he was possessed by it. He also had latent psychic powers. In frustration he would move my wife's energy around her body and he broke a vase with flowers from across the room.

[Girzo]

It is a self-development question.

Why? Because all your spiritual thinking and looking for healers failed.

Now the only option left for you is to try self-development and work on your charisma, public image, self-presentation, maybe go to some workshop or read a book.

Do what works.

If the healing stuff fails, drop it. Life's too short for thinking about some evil entities if it doesn't bring any good. 

Everything is interconnected, so just working on yourself can get rid of those new agey spirits you are talking about. You don't need spiritual solutions, you need solutions that work.

Burn your karma through self-development work.

Edited December 14, 2021 by Girzo

[RMQualtrough]

This is definite mental illness, you need to see a DOCTOR not ask Leo about the delusions. This is dangerous for others as well as yourself.

[lmfao]

@Kay100 make an effort to inject naturalistic explanation, rather than just magic

Early today for example, I had "lucifieric" stuff 'hijack' me but its not very useful necessarily to work from that level. Neither is it necessarily harmful, I'm just trying to give up the luciferic shit, lucifer is a cun* to avoid

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Evil entities are "real" but consider the idea that evil entities are able have greater control over a vulnerable nervous system, via the extreme in what we call "psychosis". I'm not saying you're psychotic, but I'm saying to consider the natural here 

To validate this notion of "evil entities"; demons present themselves to all people, but they aren't noticed as such 

Edited December 14, 2021 by lmfao

[Mosess]

what does "evil entities" mean to you,

while typing your answer, notice any fear that comes up and let go of that.

[Nahm]

Repressing emotion is driving the mind nuts trying to justify and make sense of experience. ‘It’ projects what’s felt, onto others, wether that ‘others’ is “evil entities” or “other people”. These are all beliefs and emotionally discordant misinterpretations, and are to be let go vs weaved into grandiose thoughts stories of entities & reality, as that just keeps the suffering loop going. 

There is no ‘side of you which is overactive’. It’s thought activity, and meditation is the remedy. If meditation is too difficult, emotional understanding & expressive journaling, and ideally talking with someone for means of expressing & being heard, are the remedy. 

None of the stuff you’re trying is working because you have to release the old interpretations (suffering, discord) and humbly acknowledge you’re making it all up as you go. Notice this thread as an example. There was no thread about evil & evil entities in this place, and now there is because you created it. Don’t ‘beat up on yourself’, as that’s just creating more discord. Just acknowledge this in a witnessing manor. 

The practices suggested (along side letting go) do result in seeing through all of this suffering. And it’s important to stop talking about outside entities, and start properly maturely addressing the rumination and misunderstandings. 

Much love, I hope this is received as such. Receiving love is the overall theme, the key. ?

[Wildcattt555]

1 hour ago, Nahm said:

Repressing emotion is driving the mind nuts trying to justify and make sense of experience. ‘It’ projects what’s felt, onto others, wether that ‘others’ is “evil entities” or “other people”. These are all beliefs and emotionally discordant misinterpretations, and are to be let go vs weaved into grandiose thoughts stories of entities & reality, as that just keeps the suffering loop going. 

There is no ‘side of you which is overactive’. It’s thought activity, and meditation is the remedy. If meditation is too difficult, emotional understanding & expressive journaling, and ideally talking with someone for means of expressing & being heard, are the remedy. 

None of the stuff you’re trying is working because you have to release the old interpretations (suffering, discord) and humbly acknowledge you’re making it all up as you go. Notice this thread as an example. There was no thread about evil & evil entities in this place, and now there is because you created it. Don’t ‘beat up on yourself’, as that’s just creating more discord. Just acknowledge this in a witnessing manor. 

The practices suggested (along side letting go) do result in seeing through all of this suffering. And it’s important to stop talking about outside entities, and start properly maturely addressing the rumination and misunderstandings. 

Much love, I hope this is received as such. Receiving love is the overall theme, the key. ?

As was posted before, this is an obvious psychosis.  It’s very possible it will get worse if not addressed.    You guys want to focus on the “delusional entity portion of his story” and offer help. That would be fine, but the fact that he claims to be sober and believes he can influence people on tv is about the strongest  “evidence” of psychosis as you could have remotely.  If he truly is sober I honestly don’t know what else it could be.  It’s insane how ignorant ( and irresponsible) Leo and the mods are to offer advice contrary to seeking mental health help.  The thread is relatively new, but this happens with drug psychosis as well, so it should have been picked up on.   Just baffling.  Op go see a doctor immediately 

[Wildcattt555]

See how this would have taken ten seconds?

[Nahm]

1 hour ago, Wildcattt555 said:

You guys want to focus on the “delusional entity portion of his story” and offer help

Your words. 

[Wildcattt555]

Huh?  It’s shocking to me that so many people offered “ spiritual advice” ( like you, fuck face), to someone who is fairly obviously in a mental health episode.  That’s the gist. 
 

not about your reply in particular. I tagged your reply bc u are a mod. 

[Nahm]

@Wildcattt555

As always, take full advantage of all resources available, including & not excluding, this forum. 

Exactly how do you mean “fuck face”?  Not sure if it’s name calling or complimentary. 

For good measure, the guidelines are as always, at the top of the page. 

[Wildcattt555]

2 minutes ago, Nahm said:

@Wildcattt555

As always, take full advantage of all resources available, including & not excluding, this forum. 

Exactly how do you mean “fuck face”?  Not sure if it’s name calling or complimentary. 

For good measure, the guidelines are as always, at the top of the page.

[Wildcattt555]

U can block me I rarely post.  This thread just seemed like a cry for help and the responses were appalling (to me).   Esp in the context that someone from this site committed suicide. That’s all. My apologies for calling you that. But I don’t know why u would post to address me, and not the matter at hand. I should have just alluded to your narcissism more politely.   

[Nahm]

15 minutes ago, Wildcattt555 said:

U can block me I rarely post.  This thread just seemed like a cry for help and the responses were appalling (to me).   Esp in the context that someone from this site committed suicide. That’s all. My apologies for calling you that. But I don’t know why u would post to address me, and not the matter at hand. I should have just alluded to your narcissism more politely.   

‘Blocking’ isn’t in question here, it’s just matter of points & adhering to the guidelines. I agree, it seems like a ‘cry for help’. I offered help in the form of info & resources. Talking with someone was included & mentioned. Perhaps ‘such as a therapist and or psychiatrist’ would have been clearer and I appreciate that. I do feel trying that would be ideal, and also see it doesn’t ‘work’ for everyone.  In a ‘cry for help’, also, just talking with a friend or family member can be very helpful. Not instead of someone else, in addition to.  

I posted in response to your post, after posting to the op, or, matter at hand. If helping people, offering resources, being someone someone can talk with, all oriented to ending suffering including psychosis, and actualizing communion with our source in peoples’ life is narcissistic, more please. 

And I have worked with and helped more people out of suicide ideation that I can even count or remember. Someone committing suicide is as much my responsibility and within my power as someone calling me fuck face. 

Also, I actually do appreciate & cherish feedback. I find it most helpful. In the future, please don’t even allude, just straight up call me out on any horsehittery. But also, in all fairness, try in direct experience what I suggest first. Then the feedback is constructive, helpful. I make changes all the time to those resources from the most precious feedback I receive, both above & below, so to speak. 

[Wildcattt555]

1 hour ago, Nahm said:

 

I posted in response to your post, after posting to the op, or, matter at hand. If helping people, offering resources, being someone someone can talk with, all oriented to ending suffering including psychosis, and actualizing communion with our source in peoples’ life is narcissistic, more please. 

 

Do you dispute that it is obvious that the best option for the op is to seek medical advice immediately ?  Social Paranoia , evil entities, changes in weight, special powers. 

(its very obvious what this is)
 

In general , I would hope that a moderator for a site that encourages spiritual growth through illicit substances would be able to discern obvious mental health issues that need to be addressed by a doctor… And that there would be some sort of protocol.   That’s my only point. So that they aren’t just getting random advice from people online

 

You’re right, your own response was compassionate. But given the nature of the site, maybe close the thread and send a message to the op would be the best option in threads like these. 
 

 

 

 

Edited December 14, 2021 by Wildcattt555

[Loba]

Shadow work, a lot of it.

Entities will mess with reality like that when you start to wake up and become aware of them around you.

They come in through psychological blind spots.  Carl Jung is the best teacher for this kind of work, I would check him out.

Your subconscious is becoming your reality and so you will need to learn to control it.  The rules are different when this happens.  Only you will be aware of it, each episode that people have like this is unique to them, but a large part of it is being able to be stronger than the entities through knowing yourself very well.

Because everything is subjective, your subconscious can have blind spots that will present as entities, or sometimes will be.  The rules of reality change when this happens.

I don't know much about it, but I do know that shadow work heals psychological blind spots that might bleed through and the entities should leave over time.  They can't latch onto what is in the light. Awareness.

Edited December 14, 2021 by Loba