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Bats come around a lot near my apartment in winter 

I can hear a bat right now. 

They scare the shit out of me. 

I always run into my room if I see a bat. I can shriek in terror at the sight of a bat. 

Like wtf (forgive my language) 

These bats usually come out between 4 am to 5 am. This is their hour.. 

I respect bats but I don't want them anywhere near me. They seem weird to me. 

Like fuck off batty. 

They freak me out. 

Near my apartment there are many fruit trees. That explains why so many bats here 

Usually if I see a bat hovering, I duck my head and run for cover. 

They fly at high speeds straight into those fruit trees. 

And that's where my favorite bird, the Coucal sits. 

I don't hear the Coucal right now. It's like a pheasant bird.. Quite large but majestic. 

I love the bird call of the Coucal. 

Right now I guess it's scared of the Christmas lighting. 

 

 

 


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So I took a picture of the Christmas lighting i placed on the fence/railing of my garden. 

The camera doesn't capture the light color because of the flash. 

 

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A close up shot of the Holy Basil and the umbrella plant 

 

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My dad's death anniversary is in a few days on December 18.

Maybe this garden is a tribute to his plant and pet loving spirit. He used to love gardening. He had grown almond and mango  trees in his garden. His mom, that is my paternal grandmother was fond of gardening fruit trees. She was very devoted to plants and animals. 

Maybe that's where my father got it from. 

Also both my maternal and paternal grandmothers were crazily fond of cats. 

When I was a kid, people in my neighborhood had nicknamed me "catcrazy".... Because I was just a child when I used to chase all the stray cats and alley cats and bring them home. That was  my regular job. My parents didn't resent it. I was good at taming wild cats. It used to feel like an adventure to tame the street cats. I raised and took care of a dozen cats when I was only 7 years old. I used to bathe them, feed them and play with them. 

 

Every time I see a cat I get very emotional. Because they practically raised me when I was a kid. Cats were the only thing that I shared my deepest feelings with as a child in the absence of human company. 

 

Cats used to understand my language for some reason, I definitely did not speak any human language while talking to them. I used to make weird animal sounds as a kid and they pretty much practically understood whatever I meant. 

 

 

 

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It's 4.46 am now..

Right now I feel addicted to this blue colored soap bar. 

 I'm consciously trying to avoid eating it. Of course I know I shouldn't eat it. But I love the smell. It has a nice fresh detergent smell that I'm getting addicted to. 

So I'm constantly trying to smell it to the fullest satisfaction of my addiction. 

 

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I can(sometimes) have an addictive personality. 

 

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After smelling the detergent soap, I'm literally feeling like my stomach is producing digestive juices. I am feeling hunger. This shit is weird. They call it Pica syndrome or something. 

 

 


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A close up shot of the umbrella plant. 

 

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So cute. 

 


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It's 5 am now and I'm acting like a hyper excited kid on a high. 

The caffeine is really kicking in. 

 

 

 


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The blue thing in the picture is a hanging pot with chains on it. I hung it low. I thought if I hung it high, it might crash to the ground under its own weight. 

I have sowed spinach in it yesterday morning. It will take 15-18 days for germination as per the gardening instructions on the seed pack. 

Long wait....... 

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On 13/12/2021 at 7:38 AM, Marcel said:

That’s the cutest thing ever 

I’m glad to see you so excited hun bun 

I love you ❤️

Yea it's so cute hun. I'm so glad. 

 


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Temporary entry. (this entry is not meant for this journal. It's for another one). 

Transfer entry. Will transfer this entry to another journal tomorrow/later. 

 

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I'm thinking about using a point system. 

Earn points by unlocking achievements. 

Earn both points and candies. 

One point per candy. 

2 points for special candies. 

3 points for special candies 

4 points for special candies 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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My latest Oregano plant. 

New shoots appearing. One leaf looks a bit withered. 

 

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My home pics for Christmas. I'm so grateful. 

 

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@Yarco maybe pay some attention to your child instead of sitting on your damn keyboard and speculating about other people's love lives. 

You are showing way too much aggression. 

My private life is none of your fucking goddamn business. 

Grow up dude. 

And yes my boyfriend is fucking real. 

Now you take your garbage out. 

 


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@Yarco  this is our last interaction on the forum. Either you stop your nonsense (because it fucking triggers me), or I'm going to block you on the forum. Next time don't repeat your behavior if you don't want something done about it. 

I'm not going to tolerate your disrespectful behavior toward me.

 


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