URGENT! I Think I'm REALLY Gonna Kill Myself Tonight

[Apple Juice]

4 minutes ago, OBEler said:

Go to the gym if your new personality doesnt fit to the rest of you. Become the full Mr Testosteron and then let go of this personality.

No way dude.I just want my old self back.

If I can't get rid of Mr. Testosterone now why would I be able to do so after getting bulky?

[OBEler]

@Apple Juice I am just speaking from my own experience and this is just my theory:

When you get bulky you also need the personality for wearing these muscles otherwise it doesnt fit. Right now you have already the personality for being bulky but maybe your body isn't bulky. Thats a disbalance.

So if you get bulky you transformed not only your mind but also your body to this new Mr Testosteron.  Girls would love it and maybe you too. Your ego would feel better I think if every aspect of you is congruent. 

You have anytime the choice to go back to your old self by  focusing to external things, to get out of constantly observing yourself. But if you transform to Mr Testosteron completely and give it some time to fit, maybe you never want your old self back. Did you consider this possibility? 

If you even after fully become Mr Testosteron want your old self back, you can loose muscles very Quick. It needs just some weeks off from training to loose all your muscles

 

Edited December 15, 2021 by OBEler

[Apple Juice]

26 minutes ago, OBEler said:

Girls would love it and maybe you too. 

I don’t care what others love and I really don’t think I’ll like it.

 

26 minutes ago, OBEler said:

if you transform to Mr Testosteron completely and give it some time to fit, maybe you never want your old self back. Did you consider this possibility? 

I haven’t.I don’t even want to think about that possibility.It’s just too horrible.

Edited December 15, 2021 by Apple Juice

[OBEler]

@Apple Juice Ok I can feel you, then this must be a truely dark space you are in right now and only few will really understand whats going on. 

I hope the very best for you. I just can promise you that you will get fully back to yourself but this will take its time

Edited December 16, 2021 by OBEler

[Windappreciator]

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Edited December 17, 2021 by Windappreciator