I realized I've been using spirituality as an weapon

[Frosty97]

Yeah, So I had an insight that I've been using spirituality to get what I want from people close to me.

My feeling like I'm crying as a weapon, my feeling bad as a weapon and making people feel like they should do something to me.

 

I was arguing with my brother and I became aware of this pattern and then some.

I'd better get straight, clear up my emotional system, and do some kriya yoga.

I feel like Kriya yoga would be great for me but I've been procrastinating for idk how long.

 

Also another insight I had recently is people do thing to receave love in so many ways.

I didn't know what or why they are doing what they do and now I realize that they're doing them to receave love. Now I will try my best to give love in ways that I can and not ignore them.

 

That's all. I hope you have a wonderful day

[Terell Kirby]

 

[Zedman]

Nice confession. I just dont see how spirituality is being used here. You are just using emotions, same as everyone. I would even say its normal at this point.

Some examples I would consider to be spiritual weapons:

1)Applying theoretical absolute perspective to win arguments and gaslight people

2)Deriving bravery or cold-heartedness from spiritual understanding

3)Gaining authority and power from teaching and showing

This leads me to question is it OK to use this in order to make the world more conscious? Is it possible to get to Truth through lies?