My View of what social anxiety really is after yesterdays brilliant microdose session

Javfly33
By Javfly33 in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God,
--I wasn't sure where to post this. I decided this subforum since it includes psychedelics. Yesterday I did micro dose of lsd with no intention, just because once in a while I like to . However something that I did not expected happened. I started meditating and I got a sudden massive raise of my consciousness which lasted the whole afternoon. About 5-6 hours. During these hours, I decided to go out to take a walk. There was nobody in the street. I felt calm. And then I see this guy about 100m from me walking towards me.  Suddenly I realized a thought of what I would call "paranoid socially anxious thought". Once I saw it, it was over, I stopped "attaching myself" to that thought (and the ones which would come after that one), once I REALLY SAW that it was JUST A THOUGHT and NOT TRUTH ( in other words, direct experience). This was such a mindfuck/breakthrough because for the first fucking time I walked passed a person like I walked pass a rock, 0 and no trace any kind of "anxiety". ----- Here comes the good news, because everybody can have a "realization" while high on acid.  I thought today since the effects must have worked off (since it wasn't a trip, but just a micro dose) everything would be back to normal, but... NO, I am still aware how any kind of anxiety or weirdness in social situations is literally the mind creating referential-paranoid thoughts. It's really amazing the power of consciousness and the power of Truth. I hope I can keep inspecting and differentiating between Truth and thoughts and set myself free of the mind.       
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