By Javfly33
in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God,
--I wasn't sure where to post this. I decided this subforum since it includes psychedelics.
Yesterday I did micro dose of lsd with no intention, just because once in a while I like to .
However something that I did not expected happened.
I started meditating and I got a sudden massive raise of my consciousness which lasted the whole afternoon. About 5-6 hours.
During these hours, I decided to go out to take a walk.
There was nobody in the street. I felt calm.
And then I see this guy about 100m from me walking towards me.
Suddenly I realized a thought of what I would call "paranoid socially anxious thought".
Once I saw it, it was over, I stopped "attaching myself" to that thought (and the ones which would come after that one), once I REALLY SAW that it was JUST A THOUGHT and NOT TRUTH ( in other words, direct experience).
This was such a mindfuck/breakthrough because for the first fucking time I walked passed a person like I walked pass a rock, 0 and no trace any kind of "anxiety".
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Here comes the good news, because everybody can have a "realization" while high on acid.
I thought today since the effects must have worked off (since it wasn't a trip, but just a micro dose) everything would be back to normal, but...
NO, I am still aware how any kind of anxiety or weirdness in social situations is literally the mind creating referential-paranoid thoughts.
It's really amazing the power of consciousness and the power of Truth. I hope I can keep inspecting and differentiating between Truth and thoughts and set myself free of the mind.