How can you develop your ability to control energy?

[Mosess]

After developing your senses to a certain level which in other words mean; The more conscious you become

You can sense a subtle "feeling" or "aura" around the body that extends directly proportionately to the level in which you can sense it, in other words; directly proportionate your level of awareness.

The collective has a certain level of awareness in which it is operating at.

In isolation, i can greatly increase my level of awareness to a degree where it is well beyond the collective's level of awareness

i will talk about "osmosis" as an example for what i am trying to explain, the medium being energy.

i will also be talking about levels of awareness with numbers to try to explain what is being said more precisely:

When in isolation, my level of awareness in comparison to the collectives level of awareness is 1000:100

When enmeshed with the collective, my level energy gradually raises the collective's but in an extremely ineffective proportion, so my level of awareness will decrease, and the collective's level awareness will increase, until we reach a balance of 200:200.

We can see that the decrease in my awareness in relation to the increase in the collective's awareness to reach a balance is extremely inefficient:

a decrease in energy of the individual by 800 for an increase of energy of the collective by 100

 

Is there a way to develop a skill in which you can control the balance of energetic transmutation between the 2 parties, the collective and the individual, where for instance a decrease in energy by 500 for an increase of energy by 500, Creating a balance of 500:500?

or

Is it possible to control the individual's level of awareness to not effect the collective at all, that is to say to stop the "osmosis effect" from happening?

 

Edited November 29, 2021 by Mosess

[Giulio Bevilacqua]

I think it will develop the moment you drop the need to control it 

[BipolarGrowth]

Work to develop your own energy even more while on your own. Don’t push it too hard or the ability to raise your ability will go away. The energy is coy in a sense. It doesn’t want to be chased too hard, but still it wants some desire for it to be there. Kind of like seducing a romantic partner actually. At least that’s how it was for me. 
 

I’ve been wanting to teach people how to do this stuff for a while, so feel free to send me a message if interested. The issue is it takes a certain level of development before the teaching can even begin. Sounds like you might be there. 

Edited November 29, 2021 by BipolarGrowth

[Nahm]

Self inquire as to who is controlling levels of energy and experiencing a self’s & collective’s awareness & energy, and the ‘osmosis effect’ between the (separate) “two”.