EntheogenTruthSeeker

Intense fear of being killed for my enlightenment

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I feel like the vision I have for the world will put me in a position to be assassinated. I hope I can live to fulfill all my dreams while being Awake, but it seems like I’ll be more of a sacrifice than having an easy life. 
 

that’s okay though. I’m not asking for advice, just some support, because these levels of love and honesty are so scary to embody/spread to others.

 

the Truth is too threatening but it can’t be suppressed any longer. I am going to die for Love, period. 


Love Is The Answer: LSD Awakening

 

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@EntheogenTruthSeeker  sounds like you need some rest friend.

Maybe take a nice break from all the spiritual stuff.

Don't worry nothing is going anywhere.

And yes you can trust me!

❤ 


“Everything is honoured, but nothing matters.” — Eckhart Tolle.

"I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door. It opens. I've been knocking from the inside." -- Rumi

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@VeganAwake thanks vegan awake, you legend. You’re right. I start new job tomorrow hopefully god moves through that job and allows me to forget about all this intense visionary shit. It’s exhausting 


Love Is The Answer: LSD Awakening

 

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18 hours ago, EntheogenTruthSeeker said:

@VeganAwake thanks vegan awake, you legend. You’re right. I start new job tomorrow hopefully god moves through that job and allows me to forget about all this intense visionary shit. It’s exhausting 

No prob,

What you're looking for is the end of the experience that something needs to be understood or gotten.

Recognize that the mind will always think there's something that needs to be done or found.... it never rests, it will fight tooth and nail all the way through.

Hope the job went well ❤ 


“Everything is honoured, but nothing matters.” — Eckhart Tolle.

"I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door. It opens. I've been knocking from the inside." -- Rumi

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Move inwards and stop focusing too much about "spreading" your insights onto others, they don't know it - they don't want it.

Becoming a world-recognized guru or artist is not the end-game for all spiritual seekers, there are many other ways to embody your insights.

Embrace loneliness, don't fear it, and your problem will go away.

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@Mafortu this is exactly my issue. Thank you so much for the accuracy and clarity of your understanding. 


Love Is The Answer: LSD Awakening

 

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Intense fear and enlightenment are compatible? :/


Intrinsic joy is revealed in the marriage of meaning and being.

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Just stay away from the Romans and you'll be fine 9_9 jk

Not to be a dick, but you are probably not as important as you may think. I mean this in a good way, meaning not important enough to be assasinated. :D


Everyone is waiting for eternity but the Shaman asks: "how about today?"

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I would get that fear sometimes, too, it turned out to be a delusion from the bipolar.  Went on meds and the delusion went away.

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