Ended in psych ward 4th time

[blackchair]

this is my 4th hospital stay in 4 years.

I was sober last 3 time and i know i broke  some limits i shouldnt

I think the reason for staying this time was my suicidal ideation bc my eyes didnt stop hurting for the past year. So i lost the courage to keep fighting, Im leaving hospital for Xmas, so that is nice, to be with my familiy.

Any thoughts? Ideas? Something positive?

Plus matrix 4 is in town for chiristmas....

[Someone here]

How are you feeling now? 

[blackchair]

24 minutes ago, Someone here said:

How are you feeling now? 

good, but I have cravings for home, to see my whole family, i miss  them much. and i miss my little hill where i go to pray to God....

[Intraplanetary]

26 minutes ago, blackchair said:

to pray to God....

who's your god?

[PurpleTree]

do they pump you full with medication?

 

never really been to the psych ward only once to visit somebody

and been to a "day clinic" not forced though and you sleep at home there

[Bojan V]

Hej. I hope and wish a complete healing for you??.

Hugs.

Are there any good psychiatric hospitals in Croatia?

[blackchair]

17 hours ago, Intraplanetary said:

who's your god?

god who created all of this. infinity/God/universe

[blackchair]

14 hours ago, Bojan V said:

Hej. I hope and wish a complete healing for you??.

Hugs.

Are there any good psychiatric hospitals in Croatia?

thank you for good wishes, yeah I'm in Zagreb the center of all Croatia for mental illness

[ted73104]

Hope you hang on and pull through. Being with family should help.

[Nahm]

@blackchair

Much love, enjoy the holidays and family. Wishing you peace, deep relaxation and heeling eyes. ?? 

[museumoftrees]

On 11/17/2021 at 5:29 AM, blackchair said:

Plus matrix 4 is in town for chiristmas....

That's gonna be something. Looking forward to watching it 8 times in its first week

[softlyblossoming]

Doing a 10 minute prayeritation for you :), I was inspired to by Nahm's reply. I hope it helps. I will be sending love and healing and general good will.

Edited November 19, 2021 by softlyblossoming

[blackchair]

18 hours ago, Nahm said:

@blackchair

Much love, enjoy the holidays and family. Wishing you peace, deep relaxation and heeling eyes. ?? 

thank you

[BipolarGrowth]

Been there enough times I’ve lost count. You can overcome these struggles. I hope you have some luck come your way ❤️

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

Sorry to hear about this. 370 days of psych wards in 4 years, so I feel your pain. 
 

Detoxing my body and eating raw fruits and veggies, not working- did wonders for me, personally.

I wonder what that solution would be for you, that would greatly move you forward or prevent stress?

[blackchair]

8 hours ago, EntheogenTruthSeeker said:

Sorry to hear about this. 370 days of psych wards in 4 years, so I feel your pain. 
 

Detoxing my body and eating raw fruits and veggies, not working- did wonders for me, personally.

I wonder what that solution would be for you, that would greatly move you forward or prevent stress?

On 11/19/2021 at 4:23 AM, softlyblossoming said:

Doing a 10 minute prayeritation for you :), I was inspired to by Nahm's reply. I hope it helps. I will be sending love and healing and general good will.

thank you:)