I’m so lonely as God (venting)

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

Holy shit these past three days have been insane. I apologize for posting so much but this is celebration of how far I’ve come and that I’ve made it to my definition of awakening and self actualization, even though I don’t “have” everything I want, yet. 
 

Im content dying right now on the spot and never playing music around the world, inspiring nonduality consciousness world wide, but either way, no one can kill the vision I built. So, someone will carry the torch if I get killed for being too loving. I sense it will happen, I’m no joke. I will die for love right now, for any reason at all. 
 

Radical stuff and I just want to play concerts to millions and billions of people all around the world. I just hope I don’t die before I can do this. That would be sad to chase enlightenment my entire life and realize i never truly lived my dreams..

[softlyblossoming]

What genre of music do you make? I make beats and scream