My Ultimate Goals for 2021 / 2022

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I have many things in mind. 

 

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Only a month to go by and the new year will be here. 

And I'll be wondering how I wasted this year and what I achieved this year. 

 

 

 

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Anyway New Year is here. 

 

 

 

 

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I'll start this journal with the auspicious occasion of Dhanteras that went by. 

I could not even celebrate the most important festival of Hindu folks (that is Diwali) because I was so busy with my work. 

I couldn't catch a minute free. I worked my ass off. 

 

 

 

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But this year wasn't totally wasted. 

I learned many important lessons this year, took important actions, grew emotionally in a big way and made many changes to my psyche in general. 

Learned a few important life lessons. 

I have come very far in life through all my struggles and I have further to go. 

I won't forget my precious valuable life lessons because they are my best friends 

 

I made several improvements in myself this year, although I'm not going to boast about it. 

So it wasn't all in vain after all. I learned something. 

Although I'm a slow learner I made progress at my own speed. 

I will take a break in December 

And I'll work hard again in January to get a better job and build better prospects for my life. 

 

 

(next year, 2022, my goal is to make money, considerable amount of money that will upgrade my lifestyle.) 

 

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This is the post that encouraged me to start this journal. It fired my brain to think once again about what I want out of life. 

 

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More money

More time 

Better health 

Less stress 

All problems magically solved 

Huge self confidence

 

 

 

 

I lost a lot health wise in the last few years, especially with the toxic relationship  I had with Joseph. I terribly neglected myself, engaged in Self harm, I was suicidal for the whole 3 years that I was with him, that pathetic abuser. 

My patience and empathy were terribly tested. 

I had many fights with my mom. I thought it was the end of the road for me. 

My physical health was declining day by day. 

I got insomnia because of my mother's violence and all the trauma I had endured with Joseph. 

 

Losing sleep caused me to lose everything. 

 

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I just want my health back. 

 

I lost so much over stupid mistakes I made in relationships. I regret heavily. Choosing wrong men, terrible men who preyed on my Vulnerability. 

 

 

 

 

But I await new sunshine in my life. 

My life from here on is only going to get better. 

 

 

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The biggest lesson I learned this year was/is self confidence. 

I see first hand what difference it is making to my life. 

 

 

For the first time in my life I have the courage to say a big NO to things that aren't suited to me. Huge step. 

I took huge strides in placing strong and tough boundaries this year. 

 

I removed all the toxicity and negativity that people brought into my life. 

I could finally say "I don't need to impress you. If you are not good for me, I don't need you." 

 

 

That was a huge step toward self confidence. 

 

 

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I worked my ass off this year and im proud. 

Although I shouldn't be too proud because I have much to accomplish. 

 

 

 

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Also this year I had/have a new relationship and this relationship is the golden relationship of my life. 

 

And I totally deserve it after whatever I was put through with the terrible abusive men I dated in the past. 

 

#SAY-NO-TO-ASSHOLES

#SAY-YES-TO-GENTLEMEN 

 

 

 

@Marcel you made all this possible in me. All these wonderful changes are because of you. I'm your Spatz. 

 

 

 

Edited November 17, 2021 by Preety_India

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@MarcelI'm so proud of you.

 

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@Marcel thank you so much my charming prince 

You're my apple pie. 

 

Edited November 17, 2021 by Preety_India

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Make short term and long term goals and note them down